why can't i just be good for him. he's the only thing that matters to me, yet i'm horrible for him.
does dan even love me. probably not. who could love me. why would anyone want to love an asshole. a complete and utter bitch.
i should leave him. for the sake of not hurting him anymore. but that would probably damage the both of us more.
why am i even worrying about this. this feeling won't last forever.
it'll all be over. soon.
soon i won't have to feel the feeling of despair and hate in my heart for the boy i thought i loved.
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brood:
"to think alone"
