nobody knows.

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Nobody knows when my smile turns into a frown 

or when my eyes no longer sparkle when I laugh.

Nobody knows when I no longer walk with my head up high 

and bounce with every step I take. 

Nobody knows that as weeks pass by I'm only getting weaker.

And tired

 Of hearing the same excuses over and over again,

of broken promises. 

of losing so much while I continue to give. 

Doesn't anybody know that it drains me? 

I guess they don't, 

because nobody knows when my laugh is robotic 

or when my words should be taken as more than a joke. 

Nobody knows when my smile is fake.

I shouldn't even blame them 

because sometimes I don't even know myself. 




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