Few weeks.

lets party

"what do you mean i have only few weeks? you've told me that after this chemo thing i'll be just fine " i asked with a tired sad tone.."i'm so sorry dean but we will do our best,don't give up boy" don't give up ...yeah .i feel like hell,i mean that look in my mum eyes,that tears,what the hell she is gonna do without me..."don't worry mum,it's okay".. no it's not okay,it's far away from okay,but that's what i do,come her down like i've always done .."but honey,i can't live without you" she said while the tears falling from her eyes.."listen mum,we can't..i can't live what's left in my life grieving what's happened,so please help me enjoying what's left".....
So whoever reading this right now what would you do if you're running out of life ??, for me i would do a lot of things,i mean first of all i will have a hell of a party ... i didn't really like parties before so i don't know a thing about them but you know who is gonna help me ?? yeahh that crazy girl, she must've gone to every single party in her life ...
Setting in our happy place me and charlie..yes it's my happy place now ...
"so charlie will you help me to enjoy my freaking last weeks?"..."what does that suppose to mean,dean".."my doctor said that the treatment didn't work so yaaay,i'm gonna die.".." you stupid,you know that" she said sadly..."are you gonna help me or not?" i said leaving , but she grabbed me and said "okay,but on one condition, you'll gonna continue taking your chemo rounds"..."hell i'm not..it won't work also i won't live my last days suffering i wanna have fun"..actually she is kind of right ,what if it worked and i live and stay with mum.."okay" i said quietly....
"to have a party we must invite some new friends " said charlie..."do you have friends here?" i asked .." of course i have" answered proudly......
"So that's oliver, brain cancer and that's kevin, Leukemia" she said smiling,she really is crazy but i have to act like them.."hey i'm dean also leukemia " .."our new friend here needs to party are you going to help him"said charlie ..."sure,we will "said oliver, i like him,he looks like a cool genius...cool genius?! ohh that's awesome.
of course a party in a hospital is not that a good,i mean we danced,ate and played together, if i have to name what happened,it will be a healthy party...i know that's weird....