I couldn't feel anything...
I hadn't talked to anyone since the day Kookie was beaten. I didn't want to. So, I stayed quiet, I felt people worrying, and getting annoyed with me, but I just didn't want to talk. It was selfish, but I didn't care.
I isolated myself, the only thing to keep me company now was my music. I missed my Kookie, and, sadly, Namjoon, but it was better for me this way.
I saw them hanging out with better people, and they were happy. So, I left it alone.
Though it was lonely, what was new?
I turned on my music, and let my body move with the beat, allowing a smile. But, I got really tired pretty quickly, so I had to rest alot. Which was super annoying.
My hair had started growing back, it was to my ears now. I wanted to let it be... I spent alot of time cleaning, and dancing still, and sleeping, haha. It was great!
Not really.
