Love at first shot (Jon/FIYM)

Chapter 9

Tori's POV

Jon and i go to the bar and i immediately spot Milan across the room talking to a couple of guys, laughing with a drink in her hand. "I think Milan has made a couple of friends" i gesture towards the table Milan is at. Jon leans on the bar counter as he looks over towards the direction Milan is at. He looks back at me and smiles, "Well i guess its time that we get on her level." He tilts his head towards the rows of drinks that line the wall.

"Can i get two vodka tonics please?" Jon asks the bar tender. The bartender soon returns with our drinks, gives us a smile, then leaves to help other costumers. I grab my drink and take a sip of the alcohol as Jon does the same.

Sips quickly turn into gulps and one drink turns into many. The alcohol running through our veins and messing with our head persuades us to move to the dance floor. We melt into the crowd of the sweating bodies that are dancing in the middle of the club. I start to sway to the music and let the alcohol take over my body. I look at Jon's face as both of our bodies are grinding close to eachother and notice the lust thats filling his eyes.

I turn around so that my back is against his chest and i grind my body against his as i snake my arms to hold the back of his neck. I pull his face down to mine and seal the space with a kiss. His soft lips hungrily move against mine and our bodies move more fluidly against eachother. We break away and i turn back around placing my hands on his chest while he puts his on my hips. We start breathing heavily into eachothers ears as we continue to dance to the booming music.

Jon's POV

"Im glad i get to spend this night with you since i'm leaving next week" slurs out of my lips. I realize what a just said and step back with shock to see confusion played across Tori's face. "What do you mean you're leaving?" she asks kind of hurt. "I- I forgot to- i d-don't know, i just-" i stutter out asking myself how i could possibly forget to tell her something like this. "JON," She yells over the music "what do you mean you're leaving?". She sounds so small under the anger and pain that laces her voice. "I'm- can we talk somewhere a little quieter?" I ask a little bit nervous on how she'll react when i tell her. We maneuver through the sweaty crowd closer to the door.

I stop and face her as i take a deep breath. The whole situation is bringing me out of my alcohol induced state. I nervously rub the back of my neck as i look down. When i look back up i can see tori's facial expression pressing me to tell her whats going on. I take another breath to begin my explanation. "Before i tell you can you promise you won't be too mad at me?" "I don't know. I guess." She responds looking impatient. "Okay. Well next wednesday me and the boys are flying to la to do a few gigs there and we're going to be there for a month..." I carefully say as i take both of her hands in mine "But i am so sorry i didn't tell you. We've only known eachother for a little bit and i didn't think about it. Im so so sorry. I really do want our relationship to continue and we can facetime every night if you want and i can call you whenever but i have to do this for the boys because they need me and i can't let them down." I hastily push out of my mouth. "Yeah. Yeah, i understand. I-its okay. I just- i think i should go home." She says as the alcohol is obviously still affecting her. She steps back slipping her hands out of mine.

She looks at the ground then puts a hand on her forehead and then runs her fingers through her messy hair. "Yeah im gonna head-home." She stumbles back and points to the door. "At least let me walk you home so you get there safe." "No! N-no." She quickly responds as she heads out to the door. She pushes the door open and stumbles outside. I quickly follow after her still worried about her safety.

I watch as she unruly walks to the end of the block. Its 12 at night but theres still some traffic. I stand a few yards behind her as i see her lazily look both ways then start to stumble into the street. As soon as she steps onto the street i hear a car coming closer and closer at a high speed but Tori doesn't notice. "T-Tori. Theres a car coming move!" I yell at her worried. She was only 4 steps into the street and she stopped and turned to look at me clearly still in her alcohol laced haze. And as soon as i started to move towards her as she was still frozen turned towards me, the cars horn screamed in front of her. "TORI" I screamed before i saw the horrified look on her face like she finally snapped to sobriety, and before the inevitable happened.