City Skies and Teary Eyes

hoping it'd all stop

The memories always come back

The words always stay in my head

Flashbacks are everything I see

Nothing leaves my mind

I wish words didnt hurt

I wish my mother was proud of me

I wish I could be better

I wish she just stopped

Stopped all the words

Stopped all the hurting

Why couldn't she have just stopped

So I could stop crying

And

With graceful
Words
I make this story seem beautiful

But pain is no beauty