You were sitting on the couch in your parents house watching your favorite dumb comedies. You used to watch them and laugh like crazy with your boyfriend.. well your ex. The breakup was hard. It broke your heart but you knew it was for the best. You couldn't be with him. He kissed another girl. You cought him kissing another girl. They would have probably ended up in a bed if it wasn't for you.
It was exactly one week ago. He did his best to contact you but you refused to answer the calls or the texts. You asked your friends not to tell him where you've gone. You really didn't want to see his face.
You were crying again. Tears streaming down your face. You loved him so much that you'd be able to forgive him but you know it wasn't a good idea. You looked at your phone to check the time. It was 6.30 a.m. wow. You usually wake up at this time. Suddenly your phone buzzed.
You got a message. From Harry. You started to cry harder. For some weird reason you decided to read it.
Harry🥝🚫
Hi. You've probably just woken up since it's your time and I really wanted you to read this.
You put the phone down for a second. You wiped away the tears and took a deep breath. Your phone buzzed again.
Harry🥝🚫
I've been trying to get ahold of you for the past week and I understand that you don't want to talk to me but I've been worried sick. I haven't slept or eaten almost anything since that day.
Harry🥝,🚫
I know that it's all my fault. I know I fucked up but please give me anything. At least tell me if you're okay.
Harry🥝🚫
I know that you're at your parents' right know. I know it's your safe haven. And I also know that you're hurt and lost and lonely and crying as you're reading this. I know that because I feel hurt and lost and lonely and I am crying as I'm writing this.
Harry🥝🚫
I've never believed in such a thing as soulmates or destiny but you truly made me believe in both of these things.
Harry 🥝🚫
I love you Y/N. I know that I broke your heart and I hate myself for if. I can't forgive myself. I can't believe that I was stupid enough to kiss that girl.
Harry🥝🚫
It didn't mean a thing, I promise. I'd like to give you an explanation but I can't. I can't because I don't know the reason behind my actions.
Harry🥝🚫
I can't lose you.
Harry🥝🚫
Please say something I know that you're reading this.
Harry🥝🚫
I know that I hurt you! Please let me fix this. Please let ME be the one to take care of this. I don't want you to suffer. Please let me love you:(
This crying session was the hardest one of all the crying sessions you've ever had. You had no more tears to cry at this point. You were just sitting there, shaking and gasping for air like a whale of some sort.
Harry🥝🚫
I love you and I'm sorry. I've made a lot of mistakes in my life. I have a lot of regrets as well but none of them compare to this one.
Harry🥝🚫
If I could turn back time I would. I would give anything to do so.
Harry🥝🚫
Please my sweet creature.
Harry🥝🚫
Let's have a talk about where it's going wrong.
Harry🥝🚫
We're still young and don't know where we're going but we know where we belong...
Harry🥝🚫
And I know that it's hard when we argue cause we're both stubborn. And I know it's hard when I fuck up cause I'm just a little dumb boy who had it definitely way too easy in his life.
Harry🥝💌
I just wanted you to know that I'm sorry and that you mean the world to me. I love you Y/N with all my heart. I hope that we can work this out. Just give me a chance. All the love x
