poems of an angry angel

Fire

I am not who I was before

I won't cry and complain anymore

I won't leave my happiness to chance

I work hard and break out of this trance

I can't be the same girl that I was yesterday

The more I pretend the harder it is to keep the tears at bay

I need to start accepting instead of dwelling on the past

If this was a movie I guess you'd say that I'm changing the cast

Memory still play like a moving picture in my mind

They are not forgiving, compassionate, or kind

But now they can't control me like they did back then

I need to get my life back to the balance of yang and yen

I have been whining and wanting someone to do it for me

I was using the excuse that's just too late to see

I'm going to try harder and this time I'm not going to quit

My motivation will no longer be counterfeit

I need to weed out the fake friends and find the real

I can't keep locking my heart away like it's something to steal

So from now on you will see a new girl walking the hallways

From this day forward my determination is like a fire set Ablaze