May The Bitter Man Win.

Righting My Wrongs.

Terrance Collins

"Dear Lord, Please Protect Her Through This Troubling Time. Bring Her Back To Me, Steez, & Any Of Her Other Friends. She Is My Sunshine, My Rainbow, My Happiness, & Ever More. God Please Jus---" I My Prayer Was Cut Short By Coughing, Then Her Hands Started To Move.

"T?" She Called Out My Nickname That Steez Calls Me Around Her. I Stood Up From Her Bedside & Clicked The Nurse's Emergency Page.

"How May I Help You?" Nurse Becky Asked.

"She's Waking Up! Get The Doctor! Tell Him That My Girlfriend Is Waking Up!" I Yelled Into The Com.

"Doctor Yani, Will Be With You In A Minute Mr. Collins." The Com Disconnected. Jewel Stirred, Wiping The Crust Out Her Eyes & Corners Of Her Mouth & Licking Her Lips.

"What Seems To Be The Problem Mr. Collins?" Doc Asked As He Walked Into Jewel's Private Room.

"Hello Doctor..." Jewel Said, Trying To Sit Up, But Her Body Is So Weak That She Slides Back Into The Covers. Doc Raised Her Bed.

"Take It Easy Ms. Bhasin, You Are Very Ill.. It's Not Good For You To Be In This State Right Now. I Must Make You Aware That We Ran A Test On You, The Results Came Back Positive.. You Are Pregnant Ms. Bhasin." The Doc Cheered, I Lifted My Head Up So Quick. Happy As Ever, Finally Damn, I've Been Waiting For This To Happen.

"Something Wrong Ms. Bhasin?" Doc Asked Concerned, I Looked Back At My Baby, She Had A Scowl On Her Face.

"How Long?" She Asked Coldly. I Sighed.

"Well, You're Already A Month Along." Doc Said To Her, She Nodded & Didn't Dare To Look At Me. She Just Sat Pondering.

"I'll Give You Guys Sometime To Think About This." I Nodded & Told Doc "Good Day.". He Walked Out The Room, As Soon As The Door Closed, Jewel Spoke.

"We Aren't Keeping It." I Snapped My Head To Her So Quick, That I Almost Broke My Damn Neck. What The Hell She Mean?

"What?" I Asked, Not Sure If I Actually Heard Correctly.

"Get All Your Baby Talk & Kissing & Rubbing Of The Stomach Out Now, Because Tomorrow We Aren't Keeping This Thing." She Talked With Much Diction, & Pointed To Her Stomach.

"We Are Keeping This Baby, This Is My Son Or Daughter In There," I Pointed, To Her Stomach.

"You Will Not Harm My Child, Our Child. We Laid In That Bed & Made It Together, Now We're Gonna Raise It Together." I Grabbed Her Hands & Made Her Look In My Eyes.

"I Don't Wanna Have A Baby With A Convict." She Said Harshly, & Snatched Away From Me.

"What The He---, What Are You Talking About? I've Never Been To Jail." She Folded Her Arms & Glared At Me.

"Not Yet.. Your Slanging & Gang Life Is Gonna Catch Up To You. In A Very Bad Way, & I Don't Want My Child Growing Up Around That Stuff Or That Type Of Danger." She Stated, I Looked At Her In Shock. She Think I Would Do Something Like That?

"You Think I Would Risk Losing You & My Child For The "Game"? You Think I Would Put Y'all In Harms Way?" She Looked Away From Me, She Couldn't Answer Me.

"Look At Me. L-l-look At Me Dammit!" I Pulled Her Face To Me, Her Eyes Read, "Untrustworthy & Liar".

"Do You Trust Me?" I Asked Her, She Shrugged.

"I Wanna Hear Your Voice." I Said.

"I Guess." She Muttered.

"Yes Or No?" I Asked.

"Yes, Not As Much, But Yes." She Said A Little Louder.

"Well, Believe Me When I Say This. You & Our Child Is My Everything Right Now.. With Out Y'all There Is No Life Or Happiness.. I Would Never Put You Guys In Harms Way. Trust Me I Got Y'all, Don't Even Trip." I Kissed Her Forehead & Look Back Into Her Eyes That Were Now Tearing Up.

"I Love You." Jewel Squeaked Out. I Nodded & Kissed Her Lips Softly.

"I. Love. You. Too." I Said In Between Kisses.

"Together We Got This, Nothing Can Tear Us Apart. Nothing." I Said Strongly. I Let Go Of Her Head & Stood Up & Stretched From The Hard Wooden Chair.

"I Can't Believe I'm Gonna Be A Father? An Real Actual Father.. Thank You So Much For Making Me The Luckiest Man In The World Jewel!!" I Yelled & Paced Back & Forth Excited.

"Your Welcome, Now Come To Bed With Your Cute Self."

"Girl Ain't Nothing Cute About A Real Hood Ass Nigga, With Hella Doe & A Big Dick." I Stated, She Bit Her Lip.

"You Right.. Yo Ass Is Sexy. Ooo Come Here Boy." I Hurried Up & Took Off My Hoodie, Skull Cap & Wheat Timb's.

"Scooch Scooch Missy." I Directed Her Over, She Giggled Her Sexy Giggle & Slid Over. I Climbed Into The Bed With Her, & Wrapped My Long Arms Around My Baby Girl. As She Dozed Off To Sleep, I Stayed Up Planting Kisses All Over Her Beautiful Face. I Sat Thinking About Names For The Lil One.

I Need To Get Stable Fast, With KP & Squad After Steez & I, I Think It's Time That We Cut Out For A Lil While, As In Get Real Jobs.. Legal Jobs, With Nice Health Benefits & 40 to 50 Grand A Year. It Might Never Amount To My Average 100,000 A Month, 25,000 A Week, Getting 5,000 On A Daily. It Felt Good, Not Having To Share & Pay Taxes, This Was My Money, My Girl's Money, & My Baby's Money. Enough To Keep All Of Us Warm On The Coldest Winter Night.. But If My Girl Wants Me To Be Legit, Then I'll Give It A Shot.

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