"i'm not gonna do that." he says as he resists my hold. tinanggal niya ng kamay kong pilit pumulupot sa arms niya. "you're not dying." he denies.
"im dying. my leukemia is kicking in."
"im not gonna let that happen, not even close. not at all." galit niya sabi sakin. i tried to hold back my tears. all i want this moment is to hear how he'll say goodbye. kasi nagsisimula na ang sakit ko na kainin ako ng buhay.
"but baby, eventually, you have to let me go."
he started crying. i couldn't do anything. im paralyzed. im even more numb that before. "just please, do it for me. you promised me to be strong for me, didn't we make that a deal between us?"
"but not like this!" he shouts at me and my body shivered in shock. "don't expect me to not shatter habang yan, ganyan ka! nagpapaalam na agad, eh hindi pa nga tayo nagsisimula! gusti mo kaagad marinig yan eh i never plan to make one for yiu kasi mabubuhay ka! ang daya mo! wag ka namang ganyan, alex!"
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her reasons why • ricci rivero [Completed]
Fanfiction"he doesn't even smile or recognize me when i walk past him. could he even feel anything?" Highest recorded ranking as of 06/16/2018- #286 07/17/2018- #2 (ricci) Start: May 30, 2018 Completed: July 29, 2018