5th October 2011 • Tuesday, 2:30pm.
D-6
You were late for school. Super late.
You finally came, but you looked different.
You came in class with bruises and cuts on your face, were you in a fight?
What happened to you Jimin?
I wanted to approach towards you so badly, my eyes were just diverted to you only.
But then you only gave me a reply without eye contact, which was just a crooked smile.
Fake.
I cursed under my breath and looked away, suddenly emotions came to me.
Shit, why is this happening?
all I could do right now is to cry to myself silently instead of facing you.
Jimin needs you.
Jimin needs me.
• • •
6:30pm
The school bell rang, as for the afternoon class today ended.
The room was seem to be surrounded by noisy students who were talking, but I could hear was silence, and my eyes were just on you.
I was just waiting for Jimin to go out, and then after that follow him so I could talk to him alone.
We both need to talk alone.
My heart hammers my body violently as thinking that I've not talked to him for quite a while.
And my face still heats up everytime I think about him.
Jimin finally got up. His bag was half closed and his hair was a little messy than usual.
He got out of class; and I just followed him with a fast pace.
Jimin never walked this fast, so I had to keep up with him.
He was walking towards somewhere that I wasn't familiar, and also somewhere quieter.
I smiled to myself a bit. I finally got the courage to go and talk to him.
Wish me luck Yoongi.
I was just in my thoughts for a second, but yet I lost Jimin.
Where on earth did he go?
I was kinda lost. But I didn't give up on finding him, so I just guessed where he went through the hallways with my luck.
I heard noises through the silence, so I bet it was Jimin who was doing something.
I thought I heard a cry that was coming from Jimin, so I quickly went towards that classroom door.
But instead it was a girl.
"Jimin"
I looked at something that I regretted my whole life.
Jimin was sloppily placing his lips on her neck, as she was sensually touching his shoulders.
He slid his hands touching her as if it was comfortable to him.
I cursed. I cussed. I wanted to throw up.
Jimin's eyes finally landed on me.
But it was just silence again. I couldn't hear anything, nor I wanted to.
I looked at him, he seemed like he was saying something, but yet I couldn't hear him.
Run.
I immediately ran without thinking, even I would've hit a wall I wouldn't have stopped.
My body was about to collapse, but I didn't stop.
If I were to stop, it felt like I was about to throw up blood inside of me.
I ran quite a distance without thinking, and just sprinted towards the field in our school.
I never stopped.
I only kept running, because that's the only thing my mind is telling myself to do.
My whole body felt numb, even if the air was slashing against my legs like knives.
I felt emotionless, I felt like I am just a puppet right now.
I felt like trash.
But yet I desire to throw myself away.
"Take me away."
I closed my eyes as my body lost control, making me losing conscience on what happened next.
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Fanfiction"I just wanna change your life, to let you know there is still hope." //short chapters COMPLETED started •10th of Jan 2018• ended •4th of Jan 2019•
