Euphoria

12

July 2 2018
Yes! At last I was in the 2nd month in my new school, I was so happy, because there are only months left before the party just got started, but behalf of that I was so sad because I have ni time to chat with my best friend, I'd really loved to chat them, but I can't because once my father sees me holding my phone, he will grab it and break it into pieces, so there is only one way to chat them, I will just sneak onto a place and then chat them, easy peasy, so tonight I was really sad because, they have their new life without me, I guess I really need to

let them go.
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July 3 2018
Last night I cried because I almost given up my artistic talent, I was so scared. But after that my sister told me her stories, which is so beaitiful. Then my best friends chatted me, this made me so happy, they told me I was there in their P.E. time, I was the shuttle cock, because the shuttle cock has it's name, and my name was written on it, I was so happy, because even though they can't see me, they can always feel my happiness I have given them. I can also feel the happiness that they've given me. Well I can't still see the happiness in my face in my new school,

Is this Fake happiness?