Chapter 1

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~Jungkook pov~


"C'mon Jungkook, this is the 4th party you've missed this month!" My friend Jimin sighed. "I know I know, I just have some stuff to do." I said. Me and friends eating at a small cafe. We were all in college. 


My best friend was Taehyung. I had known him for ever. But, I started to gain feelings for him. Now I have a big crush on him. But, unlike other people who have to get close to their crush, I know everything about Taehyung. I smiled and looked over at him. He was talking to Namjoon. Jimin knew about my crush. He just nudged my shoulder and smiled. I then finished drinking my milkshake.


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Class was over for the day. Everyone was going to a party while I went to my job. I was a stripper. Yeah, I know, not the best, but hey, I'm good looking, fit and can dance, so tips go a long way. I do basically everything except have sex. I'll kiss cause I've already had my 1st kiss and it was with Taehyung. At Yoongi's 9th birthday party, me and Taehyung kissed because of a small dare. We were dirty children from the beginning. I sighed and got out of my car at the strip club. I walked inside. I smiled at my boss, whom was a nice, good looking man. He was 4 years older than me. He had a crush on me, I knew because my college, Jiwoo, told me. She was my best friend at work. She was super nice. I walked over to her and smiled. "Hey Jungkook." She smiled. "Hey, so, has the boss said anything else about me?" I asked. "Hmmm, he said he'd be watching your show tonight... again." She answered. I sighed. "I really don't like it when he watches, I mean, it's kinda awkward." I said, chuckling a little. "Yeah it is, but hey, I'm just a bartender girl so, at least I don't have to endure him staring at me, which he's gay so.... Oh, and I'll do some weird jumping jacks if I see one of your buddies from School." She smiled, winking. "Thanks Jiwoo." I smiled.


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I stretched and walked over to Jiwoo. "Hey, good job." She smiled, handing me a water. "Thanks. I'm gonna go now, I have a test tomorrow." I said, drank the water. "Did you get good tips?" She asked. I nodded. "Yep, it's awkward when they stick it in your pants..." I chuckled. She smiled. "Well, I'll go now, bye Jiwoo." I waved. As I walked to the door, my boss ran over to me. "Hey, Jungkook. Leaving without your paycheck?" He smiled. "Oh, sorry, I have a test tomorrow and I wasn't thinking, thank you sir." I smiled, bowing. He chuckled and smiled. "Yeah, uh great performance today." He smiled. "Thank you sir. I really need to get home now, see you tomorrow night." I smiled. He waved. "Oh, Jungkook." He said. I turned around. "Tomorrow is your day off..." He said. "Oh, right, sorry..." I said, my face going red. He chuckled and muttered 'Cute' under his breath. I then ran to my car and drove home.


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I walked inside my apartment. I shared it with Jimin. I quietly walked through the living room. I walked into my room and placed my stuff down. I then walked to the bathroom. I took a quick shower and walked to the kitchen. Jimin had left me out some food. I ate and then walked back to my room. It was almost 2 in the morning. I sighed and sat down at my desk. I then stared to do my home work. I looked at the small note on my desk. It was from Jimin. He had given me all the answers to some of the homework. I smiled and began to copy. I then did the homework that I didn't have answers for.


After I finally finished that, I looked at my phone. I had my usual good night text from Taehyung.



TaeTae: Goodnight Kookie, I hope you got in safe. We had so much fun at the party! I was sad you couldn't make it... again. Maybe next time?


Kookie: Goodnight Tae, I'll try to catch the next one :)


TaeTae: good, cause they r boring without u


Kookie: you're awake?


TaeTae: yep


TaeTae: can't sleep....


Kookie: what's keeping you awake?


TaeTae: thoughts


Kookie: Suicide thoughts?! R U OK?!?!?!


TaeTae: no no no, not those thoughts


TaeTae: something about a person


Kookie: Well, I'm your best friend, tell me and let me help


TaeTae: well... I wanna ask them out, they are my crush, but I don't know how to do it


TaeTae: we have a friendship and I'm afraid I'm gonna fuck up everything if I tell them


TaeTae: they mean so much to me, that, if they were to get creeped out that I liked them in 

another way, I would die if they no longer wanted to be friends

TaeTae: kookie


TaeTae: are you there?


Kookie: yeah


Kookie: sorry, I was thinking


Kookie: well, are they gay?


TaeTae: very


Kookie: alright, so they are your friend, who are they


TaeTae: I don't wanna say


Kookie: wow, I'm hurt, I'm your best friend!


TaeTae: hey! You won't tell me your crush!


Kookie: oh, you're right, sorry. But hey, me and you are in the smart situation. My crush is my friend and I'm scared I'll ruin a lot of I tell them...


TaeTae: looks like were stuck in the same boat


Kookie: yep


Kookie: hey, I gtg


Kookie: bye


TaeTae: see u tomorrow, bye~



I put the phone down on the desk and sighed. I felt like crying. He likes someone else. I got up, not bothering to finish the unfinished homework I had. I turned out the lights and plugged my phone up to charger. I then crawled in my bed and cuddled my pillow. I then fell asleep, thinking of Taehyung.

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