SAN X Reader
..Dark themes ahead..
It's constant these days our angry yells and arguments filled with hatred and rage, yet we stay in the same house ,I guess expecting and hoping for things to get better but this isn't really healthy. It's toxic and to be within the same presence as each other makes it worse.
We try to refrain from getting violent even though we itch to hurt each other in some way that's when we came up with another solution but that only leaves feeling empty than fulfilled.
It never was like this we never acted this way towards one another...well at least I never did.
"Sans, do you wanna head out today we can go to thi-"
"I can't I've got...things to do"
"Oh, okay...then maybe tomorrow, I want to catch it while its...in"
He didn't look at me only stared at the TV screen. I e noticed him avoiding my gaze more and more as the days passed. He never seemed interested in what I said and would always brush it off or respond with grunts. And when he did look at me....when he did it was like I was a mistake he made...like he wished for better. So in those instances I actually did prefer it when he didn't look at me, because I can't take the look in his eyes, I can't handle seeing something like that.
It was two years back, I believe when sans pledged his love to me. Gosh, I was the happiest girl alive , I was happier then. We spent our time embraced in each others arms like we never wanted to part, mummering words of adoration and affection, just ignoring the world around us so it was just me and him. But I could of easily seen us slowly drifting apart, but I tried my best to keep it together, try new things...and sometimes it worked...but now, I don't know I can't and won't give up, I love him too much and there's another who would come join us.
I haven't told him yet, I've tried every attempt I make just doesn't feel right, I get scared and chicken out afraid of how he'd react what he'd say. I wouldn't normally feel like this it's only because of the way his been acting...the way he's been treating me, like I'm just an annoyance.
I entered the room and sans-serif was laying on the bed tapping away on his phone, his been do absorbed in it.
I got into bed next to him goping, waiting for a response that a knowledge that I'm here but don't receive any so I let out a soft sigh and I smile a little.
I hover over sans-serif just a bit and bring his hands and phone down so he sees me and not the screen. He looks at me and there it is again, his face turns bored and he props up am invisible brow gesturing to what it is.
"...i...I have ...something to tell you"
"...what is it?" His voice was monotone, I was beginning to loose my resolve.
"I...im...im..pre...I'm mm preparing something special tomorrow on the hill side where we see the stars so you have to come okay?" I look at him with determined eyes.
He seems confused for a moment then nods his head slowly.
"No, I have to hear your say it, you have to come okay 5 o clock sharp, you can't be late okay?"
"Ye..."
"Okay??"
"Yes, yes, okay, I promise...now you can stop looking at me with those determined eyes" he chuckles a bit
I smile brightly and hug him giving him a kiss on his forehead. This was it, this was progress and a start that would finally change things.
And things did change but not the way I would of wanted.
I sat on the picnic blanket waiting, he was late he should of been here over two hours ago and now it's late...he was gonna miss the stars, things weren't going to plan. What could be taking him so long? I couldn't help but wonder.
I look at the basket I filled with treats that has now Hine cold then I stand up. I take out my phone to call him as I walk away from the blanket a bit.
His phone rings.....and rings.....and no rings...no answer.
I suddenly hear steps behind me then turn around thinking it was him with a smile but it drops. It wasn't him. It was a stranger.
"What are you doing out here alone?"
I got bad vibes from him and the suspicious way he dressed didn't make it any better. I took a few steps back not answering.
"Someone as beatific as you wouldn't be having a picnic by them self would ya, how about I join you"
"N..no, that's okay my boyfriend will be here any second now, he just left to the bathroom.
"Boyfriend? Your quiet the liar because for as long as I've been watching you, you sat there for two hours by yourself, no one with ya"
I stiffened and began dialing Sam's number.
"And since ya have no company I can provide some for you" he began chuckling and I turn and ran fear gripping my heart. The phone rang but he still didn't pick.
"San please-!!" I was suddenly grabbed and thrown on the floor and this man laughed enjoying it. I scrambled to get up tripping onto the picnic Blanket . The basket got knocked over and the man pinned me down taking out a knife and my eyes widened as I strugled.
"W..wait please don't do this-" I whipped as he brought it close to me then ripped my shirt.
"W..wait, please don't do this!!" I fought to no avail
But he laughed and laughed like it a fun little game.
"Don't worry you'll enjoy this"
I screamed up there, I screamed for help from him, I screamed his name through it all, I begged and pleaded...but guess what he never came and the deed....it was done.