SAN X Reader
..Dark themes ahead..
It's constant these days our angry yells and arguments filled with hatred and rage, yet we stay in the same house ,I guess expecting and hoping for things to get better but this isn't really healthy. It's toxic and to be within the same presence as each other makes it worse.
We try to refrain from getting violent even though we itch to hurt each other in some way that's when we came up with another solution but that only leaves feeling empty than fulfilled.
It never was like this we never acted this way towards one another...well at least I never did.
"Sans, do you wanna head out today we can go to thi-"
"I can't I've got...things to do"
"Oh, okay...then maybe tomorrow, I want to catch it while its...in"
He didn't look at me only stared at the TV screen. I e noticed him avoiding my gaze more and more as the days passed. He never seemed interested in what I said and would always brush it off or respond with grunts. And when he did look at me....when he did it was like I was a mistake he made...like he wished for better. So in those instances I actually did prefer it when he didn't look at me, because I can't take the look in his eyes, I can't handle seeing something like that.
It was two years back, I believe when sans pledged his love to me. Gosh, I was the happiest girl alive , I was happier then. We spent our time embraced in each others arms like we never wanted to part, mummering words of adoration and affection, just ignoring the world around us so it was just me and him. But I could of easily seen us slowly drifting apart, but I tried my best to keep it together, try new things...and sometimes it worked...but now, I don't know I can't and won't give up, I love him too much and there's another who would come join us.
I haven't told him yet, I've tried every attempt I make just doesn't feel right, I get scared and chicken out afraid of how he'd react what he'd say. I wouldn't normally feel like this it's only because of the way his been acting...the way he's been treating me, like I'm just an annoyance.
I entered the room and sans-serif was laying on the bed tapping away on his phone, his been do absorbed in it.
I got into bed next to him goping, waiting for a response that a knowledge that I'm here but don't receive any so I let out a soft sigh and I smile a little.
I hover over sans-serif just a bit and bring his hands and phone down so he sees me and not the screen. He looks at me and there it is again, his face turns bored and he props up am invisible brow gesturing to what it is.
"...i...I have ...something to tell you"
"...what is it?" His voice was monotone, I was beginning to loose my resolve.
"I...im...im..pre...I'm mm preparing something special tomorrow on the hill side where we see the stars so you have to come okay?" I look at him with determined eyes.
