Heartbeat || NCT MARK FANFIC

d e p r e s s e d

Aira's perspective

I locked my room's doorand threw my bag on the floor. Jumping onto my bed, i grabbed my jimin plushie and hugged it so hard. Planting my head on my pillow, i sighed at this disgraceful world. Titles are what you identify you these days. I wanted to forget everything and act happy so i got my phone that is always under my pillow and planned to watch xiumin videos. I received a notification from instagram that is a message from haeisbae. Yuck haechan, why does he want to talk and of course he starts it with the obvious 'oi' i don't want to speak to him ever again.

Haechan's perspective

haeisbae
Oi
message seen

When she has 'seen' my message she didn't even respond. It's been one minute since she saw my message i expect a reply.

haeisbae

oi you saw my message don't ignore me.

whos_aira

?

haeisbae

don't question mark me.

whos_aira

okay

seriously who does she think she is to 'okay' me, i didn't want to be go in a fight because i already know that she is already upset.

haeisbae

let's meet for the project, come to mine?

whos_aira

sorry, i don't feel good right now.

haeisbae

i don't care you better come.

whos_aira

but i can't

haeisbae

i will find your address and take you out of your house if you would like me to.

whos_aira

fine i'll get ready.

haeisbae

should we meet closer from where you live?

whos_aira

yes, do you know where starbucks is on neo street?

haeisbae

ofc, okay we will meet in there be there in about 15min.

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aira's perspective

as much as i didn't want to go, i'm still scared of haechan he is way worse than Mark. I seriously am not in the mood to deal with Haechan, he would obviously make me feel foolish and even worse than how I already am.

I changed into my dark blue hoodie that i wear only when i'm not bothered to wear something better and plus i'm just meeting a meanie for a project. I made sure to get my bag this time and especially my phone.

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I still felt depressed with Mark's words and tried to enjoy listening to shinee on the way to starbucks. When i arrived, i found haechan inside drinking from his starbucks cup. I walked up to him dreadfully, i wish i could of just watched some more xiumin videos. I still can never forget about how Haechan treated me and what he said same with Mark.

"oi, so we are going to my house right?"

"yes well that is what you said"

Haechan's perspective

On the way to my house, Aira walked beside me but she didn't say anything, all she did was look down. Whatever Mark has done must made her cry a lot.
She had her hood on and kept looking at the ground, it wasn't even raining.

"What's up with you?" I said trying to break the silence
"Nothing" she replied deadly.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes"
She would reply in such straightforward answers and it seems as if she doesn't want to speak.
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When we arrived at my house we started the project and she was so quiet, it is weird because normally she would be nervous and speak out random things, I found it funny but i don't like how she is now.

'Ding dong' the door bell rang and so since I was the only one home, I went down to check on who it is. I hope it's yeri.
I opened the door and I see the rest of the seven here with Jeno intertwining his hands with Lisi, since when were they going out?  I notice Mark is not smiling just like how he always is.

"Yo, What brings you lot here and jeno you finally have a girlfriend?" I said to him giving him a mischievous wink.
"You randomly messaged the group chat saying that you won't be able to come to practice today, you know how hard it was to convince sir? So are you okay, what is happening?" Jeno replied.
"Oh, I just had to do my project with that girl."
"Aira?" Mark said softly.
"Yeah that's her name"
"You mean she is here?"
"Yeah, she is so depressed like she isn't even speaking, I wonder what's up and since you are her boyfriend go and cheer her up! We all will be downstairs"
I say that to Mark because depressed Aira doesn't feel right and since he is her boyfriend he should cheer her up and make her feel happy. I know they both must of had an argument but they should both sort that out or else we may have depressed Mark and depressed Aira forever.
"So you made us lie to sir telling him that you are sick!" Jaemin exclaimed.
"Yeah sorry lol"

Marks's perspective
When Haechan told me to go up to his room I felt so happy because now I would be able to say sorry to Aira in person and she won't be able to avoid me. She really needs to know how sorry i am.

Aira's perspective

I heard a creek that the door caused which could tell me that someone is in here and I assumed that the person was Haechan.
"I analysed the soliloquy again but this time it's-" I turned around as I said that, it wasn't Haechan but it was Mark.
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A/N: KIND OF A LAME CHAPTER BUT OH WELL! I'LL UPDATE AGAIN ^^