(Y/N)'s P.O.V.
we were laying in the bed...or should I say the broken bed anyways we're laying in an awkward silence. My head on his chest drawing unexciting shapes by my fingers while he was stroking my hair. "Justin?" I said softly "hm" he mumbled "I love u so much" I said "I love u more" he mumbled rubbing my arm. I smiled and kissed his chest a little kiss "hmmm can I ask u something?" I asked him "shoot it" he said "how did lily die?" I asked but he didn't reply "look ik already she was ur girlfriend one day but what makes u hate it when someone mentions her name?" I asked him then he took his arm off me "please, tell me...what happened to her?" I asked looking up at him he took a deep breathe and said "i-....I killed her" my mouth dropped. I mean how could he do that?! "h-how?" I asked "that day...I...we....I dont want to talk about it" he said. I took his hand in mine rubbing it with my thumb "tell me...its okay" I said. "That night, w-we were having sex and...." He said but then stopped "and what? Tell me what happened?!" I said tightened my hand on his hand "i was kissing her neck but I went further and sucked it until I drank her blood....she...she was trying to push me....but of course I was stronger than her...and then she died" he said looking away and clenched his jaw. "Why?...i mean why didn't u stop sucking her blood?" I asked him "I couldn't" he said "no u could justin.... U could stop" I told him "no y/n it wasn't like that..." He said with a loud voice "then tell me how was it?" I said to him. He clenched his jaw and moved his legs and put his feet on the floor and took his boxer and wore it then walked to the door of the balcony. I moved from the bed to him with the blanket wrapping around me. "Tell me..." I said "I can't..." He said "just try" I told him putting my hand on his shoulder he took a breathe first and said "I...at that day a homeless boy was in the street but his arm was bleeding I smelt his blood i was wondering how does blood taste I mean since I knew I'm half human half vampire I had never drink blood just was always eating food like any normal human anyways I just wanted to know how was it if I drank a a blood? So I went to him with that speed and put my finger on his blood and disappear from him with that speed and hid....I started to lick it and it was a perfect feeling...like I was in heaven or something like that...I then went to lily's house and I told u...we had sex and I drank her blood" he said "okay but what does that blood of homeless boy have to do with u drinking lily's blood?!" I asked "cos if I drink or taste the blood I won't resist it if I smell it or see it...it was the first to me to taste blood...so while I was kissing her neck I felt her blood growing and boiling into her vein of her neck cos u know the neck and wrist are the most places in any human body contain blood...so it was boiling and I couldn't resist cos I already taste it..." He said...."if I didn't taste that homeless boy's blood I wouldn't be out of control and kill her" he add with a whisper voice "its not ur fault" I said rubbing his shoulder. He removed my hand from his shoulder and yelled "IT IS Y/N IT IS..." "Look maybe it's ur fault but then what? It won't bring her back justin...dont blame yourself" I said to him but he tried to not face me "look at me...look at me justin" I told him but he ignored me. I moved my hand to his chin bringing his face to me at first he didn't want but then he looked down at me "dont blame yourself....wasn't u the one that told me that God give everyone their fate and destiny...and it was fate we can't change it.....and if u really loved her that much why didn't u turn her? I mean half human half vampire can turn humans, right?" I said to him. He faked a smile and said "yeah we can....and I loved her so much thats why I didn't turn her" "I don't get it" I said, "if I did turn her, she would be a full vampire & the boss would find her and burn her...cos remember we have to burn any full vampire even tho they're good....damn it" he said hitting the door of the balcony. I directly removed my hand from his chin. "it's okay baby....it's still not ur fault just calm down" I said "I love her...I. Still fucking love her she was the only one that accept the fact I'm half human half vampire...I miss her" he said. I was standing can't believe what did he say? I thought he would say he loved her not love her...and he even said he misses her. "y/n I'm sorry I didn't mean to say it I-" he said but I cut him off "save it" I said and went to the closet with the blanket still wrapping around me, opening the closet taking pink sweatpant and a black tank top. I was going to the bathroom when Justin stood in front of me "y/n I really didn't me-" he said "move I wanna take a shower" I cut him off. He sighed and moved. I went into the bathroom closing the door and locked it. I leaned aganist the door. How could he say that? In front of me? How could he say he still loves her? That means she's still in his mind...I don't blame him but it hurts to know he thinks about his ex while he's with his gf. I prefer him laying to me saying he dont love her than saying the truth that he still loves her. I then dropped the blanket and stood in front of the mirror. I looked at myself noticing the love bites he left on my neck and shoulder. I smiled to myself remembering what happened since some hours ago...yeah it was a sex morning...everybody has their first fuck in night while me and Justin in the morning lol.
I took the shower. I dried my body and wore the clothes. I unlocked the door and opened it found Justin is on his phone "he's still not answering fuck it" he said throwing his phone on the bed "who?" I asked doing my hair in front of the mirror "khalil. I mean khalil. Where the fuck is he?" Justin said "um, im gonna take a shower" he added and I nodded then suddenly Justin was hugging me from the behind and I jumped "the fuck Justin!" I said loudly "sorry babe but I missed u" he said smelling my hair and tightened his hand around my waist "can u don't walk with that speed?" I said kinda asking "hmm...perfect smell" he said I tried to let go of him but I couldn't ugh "Justin stop and let me go" I said "r u still mad?" he asked "I'm not mad Justin...I'm just hurt" I said he stopped smelling my hair and turned me around so we're facing each other "ur hurt! How?!" he said "it's nothing. Forget it" I said looking down he pecked my cheeks in his hand making me to look into his eyes "tell me how?" he asked I took a breathe first "I'm hurt cos it's hard for any girl knows that her boyfriend still thinks about his ex...that's what happened to me?...it hurt me knowing u still love ur ex while ur dating me..." I said looking deep into his eyes he stroked my hair "I'm really sorry...I didn't mean it...I just hate the fact that I killed someone I loved so much..." he said looking into my eyes. He rubbed my cheek with his thumb and said "I really love u...and I'm sorry for hurting u like that...I'm really s-" "shhh I got that she means everything to u...I understand...it's okay?" I cut him of "really?" he asked "yeah...I mean I don't wanna fight with u that's it" I said "but u still hurt....look y/n I dont wanna fight with u too but I want u to know that she used to mean to me...ur all that matters to me now okay...ur my life my everything now...ur my baby girl too" he said and I smiled "that's what I wanted to see...ur perfect smile" he said making me blushing and looking down he then kissed my cheek "I love when ur cute...." he said then got closer to my ear and whispered "and I love it when ur sexy too" I coughed and said "hmm thanks" smiling "oh look at these love bites..." he said looking at my neck "Justin" I said "what?...its cute...now everybody is gonna know that ur mine" he said "oh so u just marked me to make everyone knows that I'm yours that's only?" I said/asked "ummm without marking u they all know that ur mine, only mine...and well ur skin is so smooth and I couldn't control sucking and biting it so-" "enough enough...I don't want details" I cut him off. He laughed and said "babe it's just nothing...i just get started but if u want me to go directly then lemme tell u how was I putting my finger into ur opening part while playing with ur clit and u wer-" "Justin stop okay" I cut him off and slapped his chest. He chuckled and said "trust me, I only love u....ONLY U...keep it into ur head, okay babe?" "okay" I said giving his lips a little kiss "I'm gonna take a shower now....would u like to come with me?" he said winking at me "hmmm maybe another time" I said "good...take care" with that he kissed my cheek and took some clothes from the closet went into the bathroom and I smiled. I sat on the couch bored.
**"where are they?" someone to khalil
"I dont fucking know" khalil said
That person put the knife on the fire then put it on khalil back
"AHHHH....AHHH" khalil screamed
That person stopped and said "tell me, where the fuck are they?"
"do whatever the fuck u want but I won't tell u" khalil yelled at him
"haha so u know where are they?" that person said and put the knife on the fire again then on khalil's face
"aHhhh" khalil groaned and that person stopped
"u won't move from here until u tell me where the fuck are they?" that person
"in ur dreams Louis" khalil said and with that he screamed**
"oh my god...oh my god" I said opening my eyes found Justin doing his hair in front of the mirror "r u okay babe?" he asked "what happened?" I asked "nothing u just wake up from ur little nap while sweating...what's the problem with u?" he asked I put my hand on my face found that he was right that I'm sweating "i-i saw khalil...he was tortured by someone" I said suddenly Justin was next to me on the couch "what exactly happened?" he asked "idk...when u went into the bathroom, I sat on the couch then I began to close my eyes and slept...I then had a dream. It was khalil was being tortured by someone and that someone was asking him where are they? But khalil didn't tell him where are they? So that person passed the knife on fire and put it on his skin and khalil was screaming and groaning....anyway that person was...omg" I said "who is that person? Tell me y/n?" Justin asked "it was Louis" I said looking at Justin but he looked away and clenched his jaw so hard "so he is with them?" i asked but Justin didn't answer "Justin, he's with them?" I asked and he nodded "how?" I said "we have to save him, Justin" I said "we? No we?...it's me and za only who are gonna save him" he said "no no no...I'm gonna be with u...I wont let u go without me Justin" I said "and I'm not letting u come with me" he said "I hav-" I "ur not fucking come with us, end of the story...ur gonna be here while me and za are gonna to save khalil" Justin said "r u crazy? U just want to go to kill Louis right?" I asked "right?" I repeated "yes right what's the problem with it? Me and za are gonna save khalil then kill Louis" he said "then take me with u...I want to Justin! I want to torture Louis first...I want to hurt him first" I said and Justin tightened his jaw "just let me go with, please?" I said/asked "but ur gonna obey me?!" he said kind asking "okay okay...all I want to do is to torture or hurt Louis before killing him that's it" I said. Justin took my hand and brought it to his lips giving it a kiss "we're gonna do it babe" he said.
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