look I always have thought about killing my self at the age of 7 I made a promise.The promise was to kill my self bye the age of 18. Now all the ppl in my life have changed my mind as if I think. I did and probably still my self. Im not going to say names of the police who hurt but u know who u are. But the ppl who has help like Taylor , emeli , mia , elimary and so much other ppl. but let's get back to the topic the other day I went behind all my friends back and try to kill my self by hanging rope from my fan and trying to kill my self but that wouldn't work.