I don't know at what point I let the blackness take over me. I had no idea where I was. I am trying to claw my way out of the blackness. I realize its a dream. Suddenly the blackness turns into a white room with blood splattered everywhere and all that is in the room is a mirror. It seemed as if the mirror started writing in blood. As the mirror slowly wrote in blood it had left a clear message to me that read: " You're a worthless human being, you shouldn't be alive the demons will eat your soul. Your little boyfriend Andy will be destroyed. We will kill you with your selfishness and lust and sin." I tried to scream. No sound came out. It seemed as if my tounge was tied into a deep knot. The room began to fade and I found myself in a internal hell. The snakes crawled up my legs the fire all around me, every creature seemed to snarl and accused me of things. I tried to run but all I found was myself slipping. I didn't know what I was slipping into. I wanted to wake and scream.
My eyes fluttered open and I stared at the world in front of me.
I found myself in the hospital hooked to machines. I turned to see the love of my life Andy and smiled. He smiled back. He had been holding my hand this entire time.
"Andy...what happened..?" I asked
"You were driving home, you crashed and they rushed you in an ambulance here. I came here as soon as I was told and promised not to leave your side till you woke" He explained as he kissed me on my fore head.
I squeezed his hand tighter. I looked into his eyes and thought what I would do without him.
My family couldn't give less fucks about me. My father died when I was 6, My mother remarried when I was 8. I refused to accept my step father. My mom and step dad had a child, Angela, God she's a brat. They only cared about their little Angela being perfect and happy.
Why didn't they care about me I always asked myself.
Then my mom and James [my step dad] and Angela came through the door.
My mother kissed my cheek and sobbed.
"Sorry we're late but its just that wehad trouble finding Angela at the mall, and then she wanted icecream and I just can't say no to her" sobbed my mom.
I rolled my eyes. Angela fucking this, Angela that.
I had dyed my hair black, James tried to say no but my mom said I could and I don't listen to James.
My mom looked up to see into Andy's gorgeous blue eyes and spat "And what are you doing here?" She snarled.
"I came here too see the love of my life, I came sooner then anyone else and I haven't left her side since." He explained with a hint of sarcasm.
My mom snorted and looked away.
"Mom like we need to leave, Alexa is FINE. Can we go? Like just check her out of this stupid hospital I need to check my facebook." Groaned Angela. I sent Angela a death glare.
"I do feel better, I want to leave" I said hesintantly.
My mom and James said it was all right and I was checked out.
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As soon I got out of the hospital I wanted to spend every minute with Andy. Andy my love, was super tall and amazingly attractive. We had been together for almost 3 years. On October 20th would be our anneversiry.
I tightened my black belt and gave Andy my sexy smile. He gave me his sexy smile back and I hopped on his motorcycle.
I didn't care what anyone thought or said about our love.
I loved him. With all my heart.
Nothing was gonna change my mind.
"You want some music babe?" Asked Andy
"Yeah of course babe" I replied.
Immediatley some Black Veil Brides came blasting out.
The perfect song to describe our relationship was playing.
Rebel Love Song.
"I cannot hide what's on my mind I feel it burning deep inside. A passion crime to take what's mine. Let us start living for today, Never gonna' change my mind. We can leave it all behind. Nothings gonna stop us no not this time so take your hand in mine It's ours tonight this is a Rebel Love Song" I smiled and closed my eyes as I listened to Andy Biersack's singing and held on tight to my love. I felt Andy smile. And smiled even bigger.
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I got home around 1 am in the morning. I had spent most of the night laying in Andy's front yard looking up at the stars with him. It's only July 17th.
I knew I was in HUGE trouble.
"Excuse me young lady what gives you the right to come home at this time?" Yelled my mother with those ridiculous curlers in her hair. She looked funny standing there in a fuzzy pink robe yelling at me.
"That's it you're not aloud to see Andy anymore" Screamed James.
Enough. This bastard isn't gonna stop me from me seeing my love.
Andy is the one who has always been there for me. I fucking love Andy Dennis Six.
I lost it.
"LISTEN JAMES AND MOTHER, ITS MY LIFE I CAN MAKE MY OWN CHOICES YOU'VE NEVER SUPPORTED ME OR TREATED ME THE WAY ANDY DOES. YOU LOVE ANGELA MORE THEN ME. I'M 16 YEARS OLD AND I AM DONE WITH THIS. I LOVE ANDY DENNIS SIX. FINE I'LL JUST LEAVE YOU'RE HOUSE." I screamed so loud I'm sure the neighborhood would here.
Shit, I don't give a fuck.
Almost in tears I ran to my bedroom and packed my suitcase.
I rushed down stairs and as I opened the door fucking James stood in my way.
"Where the hell do you think your going?" He sarcastically asked.
I looked up at him and punched him in his face and crotch.
I shoved him out the way and shoved my suitcase into my old little honda.
I flipped them off.
I got into the car and started the engine.
I rolled down the window and yelled at them "Tell fucking Angela she's stupid little bratty bitch for me" and I drove off.
