Real Bitch Problems (urban fiction)

Let The Games Begin

" You want in? What the fuck you talking about? " He asked me with confusion written all over his face.

" I want to be apart of your gang"! I replied without hesitation.

He then began to laugh at me. Why was he laughing at me? What the fuck was so damn funny? His laughing ceased and his facial expression grew serious.

" Look chikita... I Don't know what your talking about I'm not in no gang"

" Don't you fucking lie to me. I'm not fucking playing here. You think I would ask you for this shit just because? Come on I'm begging you I need this. Just tell me what I got to do."

Hot tears where streaming down my face at this time. Look at me talking to a complete stranger trying to get into something I know nothing about.

*Flash Back*

 " your mother didn't mention she had two daughters. Hmm this could turn out to be very beneficial."  He said to him self in a sinister tone.

Then it all clicked in my head he wanted Catalina. I rushed by Catalina's side. She was crying and torn apart at the sight of seeing our mother's head basically blown off. She was trembling and I could feel her heart beat increasing in speed by the minute. The room grew silent. His sick and twisted wheel in his mind was turning and thinking of something. In the pit of my stomach I knew what ever the outcome would be was not going to be to my liking. All I could focus on was the gun in his left hand and Catalina. How am I gonna get us out of this situation alive. Then he spoke.

" So I think I want her."

" Excuse me what the fuck you mean you want her. She's 12 years old what could you possible want her for you sick bastard." I spat back at him.

" Calm down my little princess.Lets not forget who's running the show.... oh ...that right the guy with the gun." he smartly replied.

"Look I'll do what ever you want just leave my little sister out of your plan. Por Favor Please."

He stood there for a while as if he was thinking about my words but no my words meant nothing to him. He snatched Catalina from my arms and lifted the gun to where it was pointing towards my head.

" If you want her back so much you know what to do but in the mean time she's coming with me."

 He looked down at Catalina and began to tell her he was her new daddy and how her was going to take real good care of her. I broke into tears. Im so worthless I was suppose to protect her. Why god why me.

*Flash Back Over*

I sat there in the middle of the ally crying my heart out into my hands .I'm worthless. I told myself just fuck life.

" Look I See that your obviously going through somethings but I'm telling you ma this lifestyle not the way to coop with things like that. Boyfriends problems or your mom telling you to wash the dishes anit no reason to want this shit. This shit is real.Call up a suicide hot-line or talk to your school counselor or something." he said and as soon as those ignorant words spilled from his mouth rage filled my soul and I finally stood up.

" How dare you. How fucking dare you act like you fucking know my problems right now. How dare you stand here in my face and insult me as if you know my life. You don't know shit about me. I just watch my mother brains get splattered all over my kitchen floor. I just watch my seven year old little sister get kidnapped by  man i don't even know. I have been held at gun point and striped of my pride and self worth and your telling me to talk to my fucking school counselor. Go to hell and rot you pinche culo fucking ass."

He stood there eyes wide and emotionless. He could have killed me but truthfully I have no desire to keep living everything has been taken from me all within 24 hours and I'm to the point where I don't care.

"Is this really what you want" He asked breaking the long silence and death glare I was throwing at him.

" I know exactly what I want the question is ... are you able to give it to me?" I replied

He sighed and slowly made his way over to me. What is he doing? Why is he coming towards me? I stood tall not know what exactly was going on and was surprise to be embraced into a hug.

" Uhh what are you doing?" I asked

"Today has been a real bad day for you. And sometimes people just need a hug and a shoulder to cry on. And I think right about now your the person who needs that."

What he said brought tears to my eyes and comfort to my heart. I just stood there in his embrace as tears quietly escaped my eyes.

" My name is tony but the fam calls me chulo. That how you are to refer to me in public. Only chulo you understand."

(Picture of Chulo in Media)

I shook my head in agreement as he directed me to his car to continued to talk about this process that would change my life.

" One more thing ma... When I introduce you I"m Going to introduce You as my little sister k?"

A little grin sparkled on my face and I nodded in approval this is the start of a new family and getting my sister back. I couldn't be more ready.

A/N: Hola readers I hope this chapter was to your liking I tried putting a lot more detail in this one but once again please comment your feedback and vote.