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Hang

I want to hang myself, commit suicide , and leave a note that says,

"I am a monster, a cruel cruel cruel monster! That doesnt deserve to live, doesnt deserve to be loved by people. Remember that i am a monster"

Then i will climb on a chair and tie a rope around my neck and jump off the chair.
Suffocate myself and then boom! Im dead.

-RiriBravura