Where do we go from here

Inconclusive

Brother Enoch and Magnus have been in the infirmary with Clary for awhile now, neither of them letting anyone in, not even me.
"Jace you need to calm down, Clary is going to be fine, I promise you Magnus isn't going to let anything happen to Clary"
I know his trying his best to make me feel more at ease, but it's not helping, this is my wife his talking about.
"Alec, i can't lose her. I cannot lose my wife! What the hell is taking so damn long?!".
The doors open, both brother Enoch and Magnus walk out and close the door quietly. Panic and worry washes over me. Please let her be okay. Please. Before i could say anything brother Enoch's voice filled my head
"Clarissa Herondale's condition needs to be monitored for the next week, further tests will be done during that course of time".
My heart sank. Tears threatened to fall, but i forced them away needing to know more. Alec walked over to me grabbing my shoulder trying to comfort me.
"What exactly is wrong her?!"
Magnus answered this time in soft voice, which seemed off even for him.
"Technically there isn't anything wrong with Clary.." what the hell was that even supposed to mean? Her condition needs to be monitored for a week but nothings actually wrong with her? What the hell arnt they telling me.
"Magnus, this is no time for games! What arnt you telling me?!" I demanded. I feel bad for yelling at Magnus for trying to help but right now he isnt helping anyone.
Magnus quickly glanced over at Brother Enoch, then nodded as brother Enoch walked away.
"Jace, the problem is not with Clary, you see Clary was unknowingly with a child when she was attacked, she is possibly miscarriaging, I'm so sorry Jace that you had to find out like this. We will monitor her pregnancy hormone levels over the next week to make sure they are increasing, if so it means the baby would survive if not.." he couldnt finish what he was going to say, and personally i didnt wanna hear it.

I've never felt so uneasy on my own feet before. My world just completly turned upside down. Alec embraced me with a hug. Though i was too in shock to return the hug just yet. I could only stand there being held, lost in the misery of my thoughts. I was going to be a father, I always dreamed of this moment being a happy occasion where Clary and i could celebrate privately and announce to people on our own accord. My Clary, what was I meant to tell her. How could i possibly tell her, knowing how much sadness it would cause.
We both wanted children but i agreed to wait a little longer not wanting to push Clary, as of late she seemed a little anxious, her nightmares wernt helping. A voice broke me out of my thoughts. Alec softly spoke "Jace, I'll be with you every step of the way. You and Clary are family, we will make it through this".  The words he spoke meant to be comforting but broke me even more. So i simply replied with s nodd. Magnus slowly approached telling me i could go in and see Clary now she had just woken up and was told of the news.
Alec let go of me letting me walk in tp see her alone. My dearest Clary was laying there in an upright position. Her fingers picking at each other. Tears fell from her beautiful green eyes. My heart breaking more and more as i walked over to embrace her.
"Hey hey hey, its going to be okay, i love you clary" i spoke softly kissing her forhead. I held back my tears i had to be strong for her. She needed me. "Jace, its all my fault" she choked out through tears.

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