Letter 17

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i'm so fucking in love with every bit of your being. i don't care if you don't want me to love you, because i fucking do. i love the hell out of you. i've loved you for over a year and a half, even when you hated me, even when you pushed me away, even when you wanted me out of your life, and even now, after you've been in a coma for a month and a half, i still love you. even if you lost your memory, and you forgot who i was, i'd still love you.

i love everything about you. i love your passion. i love your intelligence. i love your anger. i love your smile. i love your laugh. i love your eyes. i love your heart of gold. i love your height. i love your shyness. i love you. i'll always love you, gabby. i really hope you know that. i just wish you'd love me back. or is that too much to ask? maybe.

i visit you almost every day, you know. i tell you i love you before i leave every time. i wonder, would you want me to do that? would you want me to come see you almost every day and talk to you like i do? or would you just want me gone like you did two months ago? would you still want me gone if you were awake right now?

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