Before you start reading this chapter. It gets very very intense.. Sorry
Caitlins POV: I see Niall, Kenz, and Harry walk in. I turn back around and hope that they didnt notice me. If I would have known this was the hotel they were staying at I would have went to a different one! But then Niall comes walking over and says "Caitlin?" I turn around and say "ya" He says "what are you doing here?" Kenz and Harry are still standing over by the doors. I say "I got into it with my mom. Why would you care anyways?! She chose to agree with you guys and not her own daughter. So that shows how much she hates me." Shawn then buts in and says "Is there a problem". I say "Shawn its ok, I dont want you involved in this. But thanks for talking to me and getting me to laugh. I havent laugh in a while." I start to walk away. I go to the elevator. Kenz, Harry and Niall run into the elevator before it closes. They all start asking me questions at the same time. Harry asks "Who is that guy?!" Niall asks "What did you and your mom argue about?" Kenz asks "Caitlin why are you here". I tell them all to just stop talking. And that it doesnt matter anymore. My life is over. The elevator opens. I have already bursted into tears. I turn around to Kenz and say "You were supposed to be here for me, but instead you choose to be there for Harry. I needed you to help me through this, But I guess it doesnt matter anymore because my life is already a mess, and it sucks. So thanks anyways!" I turn around and start running to my room. I hurry up and unlock the door and go inside. Kenz starts beating on my door. She starts yelling "Caitlin dont hurt yourself please dont!" I could tell she was crying. Kenz told one of the boys to run down and tell then that they needed a key to my room. Before I knew it my nerves had taken over. I grabbed a shaver i brought with me and started to cut myself.