Not So Alone . . . (Loki Love Story/ Avengers)

Awaken

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Everytime I closed my eyes I woke up in screams. I couldn't tell how long it had been  since he left me to sit here in this cell. But I didnt want to be in here any longer I wanted out, i wanted everything to be fine again. I didn't want to lose everything all over again.

I glanced around at the cameras that were on me 24/7 and sat at the front of the cell so I could be seen and heard.  I was a numb cold kinda feeling on the inside and I hated it. I stared up at the camera on my left knowing someone was watching me.

"Pleasse I I want out now please kill me if you can't let me out just don't let me sit here any longer please." I pleaded feeling the tears go down my cheeks and placing my head on the glass.

"Please. ."

"You know kid you sure do have a way of showing people out dont you?" When did Stark even get in here?

"What do you mean Stark?" I growled but for a second I was happy he was here in a way he's been the one i have looked up too.

"Don't try putting up a wall now especially with calling me by my last name which something you would never do. Where's your sarcasm and snappy comments,huh? Kid I dont want to keep you in here forever, but you have to show us you are willing to work with us so we can help you." He was being sincere and that took me by surprise.

"He's not dead and he's still in my head what's keeping me from snapping . . . I almost killed all of you. ." I looked at him and he knew I was right. I can't be trusted.

"Get some rest kid. Tomorrow is not gonna be fun." He mumbled as he walked out and I could hear the heavy metal doors shut me in to be all alone again.

. .  .Tony's POV. . .

"She has to answer for what shes done whether we like it or not." The council announced.

We have been sitting here for the past three hours trying to figure out what was to be done with Nicole. Unfortunately Fury was agreeing with these idiots. Loki wasnt allowed in here or to roam to her either and that pissed him off. And on another note I had noticed her vitals were slowly and dangerously increasing.

"I think there might be a problem. . ." I barely got out before we felt and heard a small boom and the alarms started going off.

"Sorry it's time to cut it short, maybe another time." I grunted at the men and women on the screen as I turned it off.

" I thought you said she was secure?" Fury barked from behind me as he followed me out the room.

"She was but the serum we gave her could only suppress her abilities for so long before she realized we had done anything. And her sleeping form gets ride of it quicker than we could imagine, Furry. Ok so now go sit like a good boy." I commented and grinned at him before disappearing into the elevator to figure out how to control her again.

. . . . .

Since the visit with Tony I've noticed I could think a lot more clearly and move a lot faster than being so sluggish like earlier. Then it occurred to me that they were drugging me to keep me from snapping and it kind of pissed me off. I was so caught up in my mind that I didnt notice the room become extremely dark until I couldn't see anymore.

I was alone with myself, my true self.

"Flower come on girl we could be free and destroying that awful daddy of yours." She hissed in my ears and it echoed around me.

"Your just a stupid voice in my head leave me alone." I stood up and tried to feel around me but there was just nothing.

"I'm so much more than that though pumpkin and you know that, just because I'm your conscious doesn't me I cant be more. Just let me handle everything ok?" She was trying so hard this time.

. . . . . . .

"Flower what's wrong, you look like you saw a ghost."

"Loki I'm scared a woman is talking to me in my head." I whimpered to him.

"She sounds scary loki. ."

"Just listen to her but don't let her tell you what to do even if it sounds like a good idea."

"Ok she said you are a good friend and she will only come out when I'm in danger or I absolutely need her. She said she's going away now. Bye bye lady in my head." I giggled being too young to know better.

"Let's go see Mother shall we Flower?" Loki asked with a bit of sadness in his eyes.

"Yay Mommy"

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"You , .  .  Where have you been after everything I've been through?" I screamed out of the darkness.

"I was blocked out my dear your brother thought he was protecting you that way, but he just left you vulnerable without me. And you had to suffer."

It was clear whomever this woman was would have helped me maybe even protected me from him but she was cast out. Leading me to where I am now. I was upset and angry and I didnt care anymore. I wanted relief and she was the answer, and I was gonna take it.

"What are you offering exactly." For a second I could see the tall slender woman from the corner of my eye.

"To borrow your body and to help you and to make them wish they never crossed us"

"Yes" I mumbled I was getting light headed and fell to my knees.

I could not move.

"Darling let me take over and you shall sleep." I nodded feeling her hand on my chin and for a second i could see her white eyes but then I was out.

"Time to put on a show for you my Mistress." She spoke but I was too far gone.

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I have no clue where I'm going with this, any ideas anybody?

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