a fucked up love story

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Natalie P.O.V
I.. I jus don't know what to do. Like you know how crazy I am bout her and I know how wrong it is for me to like her. And I know how much it would hurt Aubrey an ruin our bond an I don't want that I want.. uh I want the best of both worlds.

I know you do but you know it's not gonna work like that... like eva! Alexis main focus in life is bein petty, that's her thing an you don't need that shit in yo life bestfriend it's jus gonna hurt you. She said.
I know I know but it's not easy to jus give up.. let go, ya know.
I don't know from experience but I can only imagine.
You don't wanna know from experience I told her.
"I believe ya!"

Melanin P.O.V
We pulled out 7/11 and I didn't know where we should go.

Where you wanna go shorty I asked natalie.

Uhhh.. lets go to the beach and roll up in the car an go sit on the hard sand.
Ight.
It was about 5:27 before we pulled up at the splash park ,to park.

I rolled a blunt for me and nat rolled one for her.
By time we were both ready to get out an go sit on the beach, it was around 6:12.
I remembered I had a towel in my trunk an I went and go it for us to sit on.

We walked down the ramp and found a spot where nobody was. Nat took a boomerang of the blunt, beach an me and her feet.
Then we sparked up.

We had brief conversations.

"I need a job" natalie blurted out.
Have you been lookin I asked.
Um... She smiled faintly,          
No She said
Well look. I told her
Ik I jus don't know where I wanna work.
Sometimes you gotta work where you have to not where you want to.
I know, I know she said.

It was quiet for a moment while we both took hits from our blunts, inhaling and exhaling.

Definitely not McDonald's, we laughed.
I wanna work at a clothing store Natalie said.
Me too.
Let's apply together for one
Which one i said.
Idk she said.
I wanna work at Victoria secret but you gotta be like 18. She said
What about the Tj max I said taking a hit from my blunt.

You off tomorrow she asked
Tomorrow is Sunday girl duhh

Oh shit tomorrow is Sunday, I swear i lose track of the days like no other, we laughed.

I don't even think they open tomorrow tho.
They are I went shopping wit my momma there on a Sunday natalie said.
Ight let's go in around 1 cause you already know I'm tryna sleeeep in I said.

Oh I know you is MY Bestfriend she laughed.
We were  jus about finished wit our blunts, but Nat wanted to wait for the sun to set around 7:30 and it was 7:19.

We jus sat there in silence until natalie spoke out.

I'm realllllyyyy excited am ready to move in wit you bestfriend, like we been talking about it for sooo long an it coming close to the time an I'm excited an ready.
Me too we finna be lit.
Do you think it's gonna be hard for me she asked wit doubt.

I was quiet for a moment, thinkin
Watchu mean?
Like ima have to go to school an work and make sure I can pay my half of the bills.. ya know cause I'm still a minor an school is gonna have me cut back on hours wit will cut me back on mone-
I cut her off, we gonna be straight bestfriend. YOU gone be fine I reassured her.
The moment was ruined when Alexis texted her phone.
Why don't you block her I asked her.
Well because even if I block her ima have to see her when I'm wit Aubrey and it's gonna be tension.
Fuck that tension I said. BLOCK her.
RIGHT NOWWW BESTFRIEND!

ughhh bestfrienddd she said.

Think about it I said to her, an make the betta choice FOR YOU, and you only.

Moments later the sun started going down and we both put it on Snapchat.

After that we went back to the car an sat there wit the A/C blowing in our hair an the music playing low.
So you coming ova my house she asked.

Yea let me slide by mine first tho for a change of clothes and stuff. I'm sooo ready to take a shower I whined.

Fosho she said an we pulled off.

Have you talked to Dana I asked nat.
Kinda.. the last time we talked was like 3 days ago. We can FaceTime her later.

I jus nodded my head an turn up the music. Nothing good was on the radio so I plugged in the aux as we pulled up to a red light.

I pressed shuffle and Killed before- young thug started playing.
Ohhh shit nat said, this my songg
I giggled and turned my phone volume up.

EVERYTONE KNOW IVE BEEN KILLED BEOFRE we both screamed out

IVE BEEN BENT LIKE A CENTERFOLD. Nat sung

I CRAP WIT MY MONEY,noo I sung.

DROPPP THAT TOP GET A BREEZE ohhh.

Let me get on snap nat said laughin, ova the music.

I smiled an we both started rappin the rap part while she recorded herself, puttin the camera on me at times.

FUCK ALL THIS BULLSHIT she sung putting up the middle finger in the camera.

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DIAMONDS FOR ALL US KINGS
GOT MY MONEY WENT LUDICROUS
GAVE SOME RACKS TO A HOOD BITCH.
She stopped recording an turned down the music to watch it.

Omg bestfriend I'm in my uniform .

And bih you look cute asf still, let em know you making yo shhmoney.

I stuck my tongue out.

Ok it's cute! she posted it an turned the music back up
SHE SUCK DICK LIKE A WHOLE TICK
DIAMONDS ON ME THEY COLD AS SHIT
I THANK GOD THAT I WENT LEGIT and whaaat we said.

Pulled up to my house I said do you wanna come in or me make it fast...
jus make it fast.
Ok .
I ran in a wrote a note for my momma and said
"I'm at natalie house" and put it on the stove.
I went to my room and grabbed some panties an a sports bra, a dress, some tights an a long sleeve crop top sweater an my black huaraches. And headed out.

I came back to nat listening to garden by sza.

LOVE ME EVEN IF IT RAIN
LOVE ME EVEN IF IT PAIN YOU
I KNOW I BE DIFFICULT
YOU KNOW I BE DIFFICULT
YOU KNOW IT GET DIFFICULT TO
She was in there singing her heart out, I pulled out my phone an recoded her on snap as I walked in the car got in still recording an laughing.
I posted it. And we drove to natalie's house.