Wayo's POV
P'Pha is currently watching me cooking this pasta is putting pressure on me. It feels like I am in a cooking show with the judges eyes on me.
I know his stares aren't really watching me rather it's watching my moves because he remembers P'Arthit.
I know but I am choosing to ignore it.
He's torturing me.
Torturing me with those eyes. Why does it have to be that gorgeous. His facial feature compliments it that makes him hard to resist.
How can someone resist this guy.
How can someone leave him and resist him for this long.
It cannot be done.
I should know because I can't resist him.
I can't.
I tried to resist him but I definitely failed.
It all started with that night when he puked at me a few months ago.
After that night I always bump into his drunk and wasted self.
What started out as an accidental meet up, it became a routine for almost a week.
I would always wake up at 11pm and see him laid next to his car.
I would help him go to his dorm unit and help him change.
The first time I saw his sculpted body will forever be in my memory. It was perfect.
To my defense, I didn't do anything okay? I just helped him
It was tiring at first but then I started to look forward doing it and helping him.
You guys might have judged me because I'm falling way too fast for Pha and I forgot about Joss that quickly.
But please don't judge me. I never wanted any of these to happen. I never wanted Joss to die nor I never expected to like his best friend.
I don't know when it started but then I started accepting the fact that I like him. Even if he doesn't know me.
I also prayed that Joss will understand and that he gives me a sign if he approves. And he did. Maybe I'll reserve that story for another chapter.
One night was what changed everything and confirmed every doubts I had with my feelings for Pha.
[flashback]
I automatically woke up from my sleep at 10:30pm. This really has become my nightly routine.
It was the 10th day of helping Pha so I got up and changed clothes. I always change into something he could puke into. Haha! I need to be ready you know.
The clock read 10:55pm, so I went outside to the parking lot. I always wait outside, there's a bench there so he wouldn't really notice me.
I'm not expecting anything in return for helping him so he does not need to know who I am.
Although there are times that he would stare at me and tell me I look very familiar but then he immediately falls asleep.
11:05pm.
11:15pm.
That's odd. He usually gets here at 11pm.
11:30pm.
Did something happen?
12:05am.
This is not good.
He doesn't usually go home this late.
Should I find him?
I need to find him.
But where should I start? I don't know where he goes for a drink.
Calm down. Calm down.
Breathe wayo! Breathe!!
I need to come up with an idea..
12:30am.
Oh gosh!
This is really alarming.
Something happened. I just know it.
I know a few bars nearby but there's other areas for clubs and bars where he can go to.
Where should I start?
Yo! You're getting to pumped up. What if he had a date. He had a hook up.
Did you not think of it that he may be hooking up right now? So stop worrying and go back to sleep.
No. He can't!!!
I mean..
I tried to appease myself but I think that the other part of me has a point.
Maybe he is hooking up with a hot girl. I mean why not? He's handsome and any girl would take him, or even a guy.
12:45am
Maybe he didn't go to the club today? Maybe he's in his dorm sleeping already.
I looked over to this parking space, and knew the answer to my question. His car is not here, so he's out.
12:50am
Gggrrr..
That's it I'm gonna go to sleep.
But my feet had other plans, it went the different direction.
Fine! Okay? I just need to know if he's okay or not.
That's all.
1:15am
I arrived at the nearest place where bars and clubs are located.
I'm looking at all the bars, this will be harder than I thought.
Bright lights..
A hallway of Bars and clubs..
How in the world would I..
Car!!!
Yes! I should look for his car.
This is the most famous place of different bars here so he should be here..it's a long stretch though.
But I really need to find him. My gut is telling me something happened to him.
I tried to go to all the bouncer or door attendant of each bar and have them look at P'Pha's picture if they remember him going inside their bar..
"He was the one that went out an hour ago drunk, but good thing three ladies were helping him." The attendant told me.
What! Ladies?! Three ladies!
Who the hell are those ladies?! I need to find him. I mean what if they're into no good.
I really need to find him.
I went to the bar's parking lot to look for his car. I hope it's still in here.
There it is. It's still here. Did he left without his car..why would he leave without his car.
I ran closer to his car but he's nowhere to be found.
Where could he be? P'Pha!! I looked inside his car, but no one was inside.
I was panicking when I heard a cough.
I looked around but I can't see a person in sight.
Then a cough was heard again but this time with a little whimper of pain.
I looked around the car.
"P'Pha!!" I saw him laid on the ground with blood on his face
"What happened? I knew it! I knew something happened." I said while checking other bruises this man have.
He has a cut on his abdomen, a bruise on his left knee, his face is bleeding from a cut near his eyes and his lips.
"P'Pha?! What happened!!" I shouted at him.
"Uugghhh.." P'Pha's only response
I got up and thought of getting some help, but P'Pha grabbed me.
"Don't leave me please." He said to me with his eyes closed.
When I knelt down again, he immediately hugged me.
Dug dug.
Dug dug.
Dug dug dug dug.
Dug dug dug dug.
Hey heart! Don't do that! Don't beat that fast! You idiot!
I was about to say something..
"Arthit..
Boo.. I love you"
