Behind the scene

Chapter 26

Allison POV

I was tired and sick of everyone asking if I was okay and they act like they believe me when i say yes , of course  i'm not okay . i haven't been okay since i last saw harry . thinking that time alone and away from him would make things easier ,would make me decide what i want , what i’ll do . it was all crap . I got more confused and I didn’t know what to do . i wish he never told me anything . we would have been fine and happy now .but i didn't want him to hide secrets from me either .

I called my mom daily to check up on her and she was fine and got out of the hospital , she told me that harry visited her couple of times and everyday he sent Martha to my mom to cook for her ,clean the house and do whatever she wanted , my mom argued with him that she can pay for Martha but of course he refused .

I called mom this morning but she didn’t pick up , I thought maybe she’s sleeping, getting me out of my thoughts mom was calling me now .

“ MOM ! “ I exclaimed answering the phone 

“ hi babe how are you ? “                          

“ i’m fine ,how are you ? “

“ I’m okay , why are so happy that i called ?”

“ I just miss you “

“ i miss you too, Is Jeremy still bothering you ? “

“ YES ! he’s very annoying ! and boring ! all he does is sleeping “

my mom laughed “ I’ll kick his arse when he get here “

“ yes ! please do it ! “ I laughed .

“ Allison , What’s bothering you ? “ am i that obvious ? I wanted to talk to mom but I didn’t want to bother her at all ,she just had a heart attack ! the doctors said she needed rest and to get away from any stress . and with Anna’s pregnancy i didn’t want to tell her either , i was dying to talk to them but i couldn’t be selfish enough to get them worried for me .

“ nothing mom , why would you think that ?” I lied .

“ Ally ,you’re old enough to know that you can’t hide anything from me . what’s it ? is it you and harry ? “ i admit it my mom is a physic or something !

“ why do you think it’s harry ?” I asked trying to avoid answering .

“ no offence but the boy looks like crap , and stop answering my questions with questions ! I know what you’re doing ! “ can i hide anything from this women ? jez !

“ okay okay, calm down katty “ I teased her ,she loved when I called her katty ,she said it made her feel younger and how close we’re .

“ okay , I won’t push you to know what’s wrong but he’s a good guy Allison .. “ I rolled my eyes , yeah really good ! “ he didn’t have to do half of the things he did for me , and he looks like he’s suffering because of what happened between you two .”

“ don’t you think mom I’m suffering too ? that I look like crap ? “ I snapped at her without noticing .

“ Allison, your tone “ she warned me , and I deserved it .

“ sorry mom “ I apologized .

“ it’s okay , I understand it Allison , just think about it .every one deserves another chance “ how could she be like that ? so understanding ,so wise ? she understands me more than anyone can , not even Diana . god I wish I become a good mother like her someday .

“ I gotta go now Allison “ my mom said getting my attention back .

“ okay mom ,bye “

“ bye sweaty , take care of yourself ! “