School Crush

Chapter 2 : 2013

Let me explain what you guys missed out on... a little flashback for you guys...

Somehow in the beginning of 2013, it happened and we both knew. We were so happy. I was blushing so hard, and so was he. So cute. We were together for a while and then we split up.. Something happened between us and till this day, I don't know what it was but I couldn't do anything about it. I tried and tried but he just shut me out. We didn't speak. We didn't cross each other. Like he didn't exist to me and like I didn't exist to him.

All I can think about was him. All I did was look at him. I know. Sounds creepy but I hoped he would look at me too. All I wanted was to speak to him again. Time passed and still nothing. Then suddenly he started speaking to me again. Smiling with me again. Crossing me and acknowledging me. Sitting next to me in class. I felt that he was nervous around me. The next day, we went on a field trip to a grave yard and that was the first time I saw him cry. He was so good at hiding his emotions, but never around me. He cried when we prayed to the grave. In that moment, I knew. I knew I loved him. I knew that it was him. I knew that even if we were 15 year olds, I loved him. I cared for him. I wanted him. I knew that he was the type of person that I wanted to be with. Then and now. I knew that despite of what everyone was saying about him, I saw the real him and I loved him. I never forgot that day. We were in 8th grade and 9th grade. When we went back to the school after the trip, me and him felt something.

Still the same day, and we headed back to our class, I saw it in his eyes. I said something that I won't say out loud but when I did, I think it him that he still wanted me. He was sitting across of me on some other table and he laughed. I loved hearing him laugh. He laughed so hard and he was in shock too. It was so cute. Then he blushed and looked down. A few minutes passed, he took out a piece of paper and started writing things. I started getting nervous because I had a feeling. I don't know why. I walked outside and started pacing back and forth like an idiot. I didn't know what he was writing but I was hoping for something good. I left and went to my locker. He came up to me, gave me the paper and smiled. He walked off and went to the lunch area. My heart was beating out of my chest. I was so scared. I opened it slowly and read it.

I was so happy. I was jumping up and down like an idiot but I just couldn't stop smiling. I kept saying yes, yes, yes! I circled the yes and put it in my pocket and walked over to the lunch area. I was so nervous. He was playing basketball with the guys. I sat by the lunch table and I kept smiling, and reading what I just read. It was lunch time and everyone was coming out of their classes and then I looked up. He was looking at me from the basketball court and he walked over. My heart was beating so fast, oh my god. He was nervous too. I could tell. He was blushing just as much as I was. Somebody came so I couldn't give him the paper or really say anything out loud. He looked at me and I looked at him and smiled. He knew. I whispered "yes". I didn't even have to but I did anyway, He smiled so hard and started nodding his head like yes, yes, yes! We both just kept smiling and laughing with each other. We hung out that lunch and had a blast. We were both so happy. WERE.

That same day, he got expelled. We were happy that one second and then after lunch he walked up to our friends and said, "I got expelled." He started crying. I went to the bathroom and started crying. That was his last day and I couldn't believe it. He transferred to a different school in two days. It all happened so quickly. Too quickly. He used to come with his mom when she would come pick up his sisters and that was the only time we saw each other. Of course, that was in the beginning and we were hanging out and then he stopped coming which I knew would happen. I didn't expect him to come everyday. We stayed in touch. I missed him. I wanted to see him so bad. Then, somehow we lost contact of each other. We just stopped talking.

Summer 2014 is coming up in the next chapter.. stay tuned..