Fifth letter now.
dear vik,
i miss you so damn much. it's 4am and i haven't slept, i cant.
i keep thinking how i left you. you trying to explain what happened, me wanting to get as far away from you as possible.
If I could have explained, you would still be with me.
i should have let you explain. we were together for 3 years. we had plans. i know now that you wouldn't have cheated on me. i know it.
now im here, 4 years from that night, that dreadful, terrifying october 5th, my birthday. im staring at my bloodied wrists and thighs. im staring at the blade. im writing to you. im in the worst state ive ever been in.
I should be there to help you, you shouldn't be alone Kay.
i fucking need you.
i wish i could tell you that i know you wouldn't have cheated, you never would have in a million years.
I need you too.
YOU ARE READING
everything i should have said - vikram barn
Romance"these are all the things i should have said." letter story for vikram barn, aka vikkstar123. WARNING: sad content, possible suicidal chapters, possible self harm mentions.
