I am dedicating this chapter to monarchwings thanks for the comment means allot :). I'll keep dedicating chapters to you lovely guys/ladies.
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I wrote this chapter so i hope you enjoy. :)
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(ZAYN'S POV)
I secretly keep looking over to Niall hoping he doesn't notice i keep doing this I'm not sure why I'm acting like a school girl with a crush i don't even like guys. Well not until now i cant deny the stupid feeling in my stomach each time he talks or i look at him but I'm not gay so what does this mean? Probably just because he something new something interesting. Okay that sounded kind of mean but oh well i am not gay. One more look wouldn't hurt though. I slid my eyes to the side and its a good thing i did it looked like he was going to have some kind of fit. He looked scared and pale and he was shaking. I jumped up not even knowing why and pulled him outside. Once we got there he was instantly breathing better and color coming back to his face,
"claustrophobic" he muttered and i understood i started rubbing circles into his back he shuttered is he cold or was it from my touch? Don't be silly zayn.
"Are you cold?" He thought about it for a moment then shook his head no. Either he is lying or my touch did do that to him so I'm gonna go ahead and say he is lying. I shrugged off my jacket and put it on him he kept denying it but if hes cold he needs to take it.! Finally he sighed taking the jacket and zipping it up I laughed at his actions and a small smile appeared on his face. It was quiet for a few moments i decided to brake it.
“So what calms you down when you have when you can’t breathe like that?” I asked because i was thinking about what use to calm me when i got nervous or scared.
“Well my mum used to hug me.”
“That’s sweet.” i smiled at him.
“Yeah it really helped when I would come home from school when I was younger.”
“What do you mean?”
“Um some kids at my old school known as the "bad boys" knew that I was claustrophobic and they would crowd me in a corner and have me freak out before they would be me up.” How could anyone..Why would anyone..
“Why did they beat you up? You don’t have to answer that if you don’t want too. I’m just curious.” I know i really shouldn't have asked its none of my business.
“Umm….They um, they beat me up because I was g-gay.” He is gay? i wouldn't have guess he nothing like loui..wait he is. Wow I'm blind. He looked worried what did he think i was going to hit him? Make fun of him?
“So you don’t hate me?” I laughed i didn't mean to but it just happened.
“No of course not. If I didn’t like gay people I wouldn’t be friends with Louis.” I laughed again when he sighed in relief.
“Let’s get you something to eat.” I smiled at him. I couldn't help but wonder if maybe that chill he had after i touched him wasn't from being cold but it was from me. Would i be okay if he liked me? Does he like me? Something telling me i wouldn't mind at all but i have to I'm not gay. Ugh i have to talk to Louis. For the rest of lunch i watched Niall not so subtly this time. Louis looked at me a few times with a funny look. I was going to talk to him right after lunch. Finally the bell rang i grabbed Louis arm before harry could attach himself to him.
"What the hell?" He looked around frantically trying to see who had hold of him.
"Its me Lou. i need to talk to you." He sighed.
