Save me | J.Jk

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One week passed from the night that jungkook and I slept together
it was really comfortable like our first time
I don't know maybe it's the way his body warms me like the sunlight or the way he hugs me tightly but it feels that safe and good that I wanna do it every single night .

Jungkook didn't talk about that night even once. I think he doesn't remember
Maybe it wasn't that special for him to remember , he just acts like it didn't happened at all.

We are in really good terms now though
Exactly like best friends.

Seojoon didn't come home a lot and whenever he comes he rests a little and go back to the hospital again
so he actually hadn't time for making my life a living hell .

I didn't visit my mom since I was living here ,It was hard for me to see her and I knew that she'll be mad at me if she understands what I'm doing with my life. So I just couldn't see her .

I was sitting on the couch and watching tv when jungkook came back home and sat beside me .

"Hey"

He said with his angelic voice but I didn't look at him
I just hummed in response
I was watching my favorite movie besides I wanted to tease him a little
After a second of silence  he slightly budged my arm .

"Oh you came home early again "I finally decided to paying some attention to him so I said while my eyes were still focusing on the screen

"Yeah I don't know why I'm coming home very soon lately "

he said , I could see him shrugging from the corner of my eyes so I turned to face him
with a smirk plastered on my lips

"Maybe because you miss your beautiful friend that is waiting for you in this big mansion "

"No I don't think so "
he answered with a bigger smirk so
I pouted and started to watch tv again

I heard him chuckled a bit and suddenly he started to tickling my sides

"stop it "
I said while laughing hard

"You deserve this for ignoring your best friend"
he said and tickled me more.

"Say you're sorry "

"Okay okay I'm sorry I don't do that again kookie-ah "

while one tear escaped from my eye because of laughing , he finally stopped.

"Thanks for making me laugh in this situation kookie "
I said in my mind and placed my head on his lap

We were watching tv when I felt his fingers between my hairs
he was playing with them and caressing my head gently and damn it felt so good that
I don't want it to end but I'm sure happy moments aren't used to last in my life .

People might think that we shouldn't be like this

And even being this much close together can make them suspicious so we didn't show it in front of anyone but we were so close when we were alone like this.

It was like we knew each other
for a long time .

while his fingers were doing magic between my hairs my eyes got heavy
I was at the verge of sleeping when I heard jungkook's soothing voice

"My father told me he'll come home tonight. Don't sleep you must miss him a lot." And
my body suddenly tensed by his
words.

I knew my happiness won't last.