Remember Me | D.S

-thirty six-

    Saturday August 12th

It's been about three weeks since mine and Daniel's beach trip. We haven't met as much as we used to. I guess we both got busy. 

He spends most of his days in the studio with the boys, working on their album. I can't blame him though. What saddens me is the fact that we don't even text daily. My days usually consists of drawing. Recently I started posting my drawings on tumblr and people started to repost my stuff everywhere. 

After about a week of posting on tumblr Skillshare reached out to me, they wanted me to create some classes there and update regularly. I get payed by doing it, and it's actually a pretty good amount. 

Yesterday I got a mail from a drawing teacher asking me if I wanted a work at a drawing class for teenagers. I haven't really had time to think over it, I've been to busy with doing my shadow study class on Skillshare. 

When I think about it I actually would like to accept the offer. Since I never had the opportunity to go to a drawing class because of school and my family, I wanna be able to help others. Maybe telling them how to draw the right proportions isn't the best way to help kids, but it's what I'm good at. 

Aria moved out of our shared apartment and to a different one in Seattle with Tyler. So I decided to just sell it, since I didn't need that big of an apartment. Daniel offered me to live in his apartment with him, but I declined it. I know I know, why?

I just thought he'd like some privacy sometimes. And I have a lot of drawing equipment that would've filled his apartment, and we all know how neat he is. So it was for the best.

Now I'm currently living in small two rooms apartment in the middle of LA. There In-N-Out is literally 4 minutes away, WALKING, from my house. It's heaven. Even though I don't eat there as much anymore. It's not as fun when you're alone most of the time.

Alex come and visit me from time to time though. When he's here we usually go to the beach and eat ice cream or something. He's also busy, even though he's taken a break from music at the moment. Which means that I don't have to be alone as much anymore.

Loneliness has become a reality for me. Like I know I have friends and people love me, not trying to sound cocky. But I just don't see a lot of people besides Alex and Anna. 

Anna's like my guardian angel. She always come over when I'm as bored or sad as I possibly can be, and I don't even ask her to. It's like she can magically sense it. Speaking of the devil...

My doorbell rings making me jump in my desk chair. Taking a deep breath, trying to regain my steady heartbeat, I put my pencil down. I push  myself away from the desk and stand up, almost running out to the hallway, opening my front door. 

Anna stands in the doorway, holding a bag of Taco Bell and a rented movie. I chuckle at her and grab the CD from her hand, 10 Things I Hate About You. I look up at her again, a smile spreading on my lips too.

"Hey." She says as she steps inside. I close the door behind her and turn towards her again, running my hand through my hair as I exhale out of stress.

"Hi." I answer her. She gives me a relaxed grin and grabs my hand, pulling me into my small living room. She pushes me onto the comfy sofa and puts the food on the table. I look up at her and sigh again, then look at the food. My stomach growls, I now realize I haven't eaten all day. 

"You're stressing yourself Presley. I've watched your Skillshares and you even sound stressed and exhausted." Anna says before walking over to my kitchen cupboard. I watch her walk over there and grab two large plates, walking back to me again. I yawn and nod at her.