groupie love // jhs [EDITING ON HOLD]

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You woke to your alarm blaring and sweat plastered over your face. You quickly turned off your alarm and looked at the time. It was 30 minutes till you had meet up with Hoseok.

You jumped up from you bed and washed your face. You thought back to your nightmare.

Your mom being physically abused by her kidnapper and you couldn't do anything about it. The kidnapper then raped you while you were tied down. The rest was history.

You washed away your thoughts with one more splash of water over your face. You dried it and started with your makeup. You weren't up doing a glamorous over the top makeup, so you just put mascara, eyebrows, eyeliner, and lipstick on.

After doing so, you changed your clothes once again because you slept and sweat in your other ones. You styled your hair with loose curls and swept your hair in the back of your ear on one side.

Someone knocked on your door and asked if you were ready. Sounded like the manager. You grabbed your purse and shoes and headed out with the manager.

After coming off the elevator, you two walked outside. There you saw Hoseok. His back was against you and he was leaning against the wall. He had his hands in his pockets and looking out towards the view.

The manager called Hoseok as he turned around. He had his sunglasses on but once he saw you, he immediately took them off.

He was glowing. His skin was beautiful and clean. His hair messy with his black ripped pants and a button up shirt with designs. He also wore some ring accessories and sneakers. You felt like you were a little under-dressed. 

"Wow~ oh my god", he said looking at you. Your cheeks got red as you greeted him. The manger took off as it was just you and him.

"I've missed you", he said while grabbing your hand and giving it a peck. Your heart jumped as he slowly looked up at you. He guided you towards the black SUV and opened the door following you as you got in.

You and Hoseok sat there in silence, not knowing what to say to each other but he would occasionally look at you.

He cleared his throat and asked how your flight was.

"It was okay, nothing special. I've been bored this whole time in LA though", you replied.

"Well you won't be bored when you're with me. I promise", he said with a smile. You smiled back.

He reached out to grab your your hand. You were startled and glanced over to him. He smiled just enough to show his dimples at the corners of his mouth.

-

After arriving to the restaurant, it was a 20 minute wait.

"I'm so hungry", Hoseok whined shaking his head. You pouted while looking at Hoseok in frustration.

"We can walk around the mall and buy some things" you smiled while giving a quick wink. Hoseok chuckled while grabbing your hand.

"Let's gooo!" he said dragging you to different retail shops.

After what happened with you in the past couple of weeks, you haven't fully recovered from the incident. You didn't know how to feel about your body anymore. How to love it. How to treat it. What to think about it. Your mind went through this while shopping with Hobi.

"I have cool fashion. I think you will like", he said.

"I'm looking forward to it", you smiled.

After visiting multiple stores, you've only gotten a couple of actual pants and few shirts. If you weren't wearing shorts and skirts, you always wore sweat pants.

-

20 minutes later, you guys arrived back to the restaurant and finally got seated. "2 waters please" Hoseok demanded in English to the waiter. You giggled at his broken English.

Not knowing what to order, you peaked your eyes over at Hoseok. He was looking at the menu, trying his best to understand while making random noises.

He made a frustrated sigh and sat back in his seat. His eyes looked up at you. You looked back at him. He smirked at you. You didn't know how to react so you immediately covered your face with the menu.

Hoseok then leaned over the table with his fingers crossed. He looked lost in his thoughts. Dazed. Slight confused. Little bit frustrated.

"What's wrong?" you asked. No reply.

All of a sudden he got up from his seat and walked over to you. He went down to the level of you ear and whispered "I'll be back".

Just like that, he left the restaurant. No looking back at you. You saw his patterned shirt disappear in the light of the corner.