We both tore so easily
So why was it hard for you to see
I was falling apart helplessly
Why were you so cruel to me?
Did you enjoy seeing me in tears?
You reminded me of all my fears
You tore me apart and now it's clear
You've lied to me for all these years
I wanted to end it all
But I didn't want you to see me fall
So I built up a wall to guard me
And I tried to stand tall in front of you
But you still saw right through,
You saw right through all the smiles and laughter
You saw right through all the forced and the fake
You saw right through all the good times I thought I had
You saw right through, and you brought out the bad...
But even after all that I still feel so much more than sad,
I'm anxious but exhausted, I'm antsy and bored,
I'm sorry yet pissed off
But I have no idea what for,
You're trapped in my mind like a virus,
What have you done to us?
You're an illness, a sickness,
A disease, something you only see in movies,
Yet you're right here inside of me
I know I'll be fine, but you still take all of my time by making me cry,
I know there are people out there who love me,
but you when they're near you make me blind,
I want to be well again, I want to be the best me I can be,
But you keep stopping me.
What do you want from me?
Who do you think I should be?
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Don't Forget About Me: Poems By The One You Already Don't Remember
Poetrydon't forget hold your head high whenever you're hurting just look to the sky I'll be there for you as you stare at the stars whenever you need me I'll never be far your smile sparkles like the moon in the night so never forget to always shine brig...
