I woke up feeling like shit. As i got out of my bed i heard my mom yell at seth, hes my brother. Its like this every morning, i walk into my bathroom and get ready for hell... i mean school, i take a shower and look at my scars, i have on my thighs and stomach not my arms like many people think its easierto hide them this way, i finnish the shower and get dressed with a loose t-shirt some shorts with leggings, looking in the mirror i feel a little better but since its my life that feeling will never last. I walk down stairs and see my brother being slapped by mom, shocked i walk up to her yelling "what the hell do you think your doing?, you cant hit him" and as if defending my brother was a bad thing she slapped me aswell "you dont have the right to talk to me that way you little bitch" i look up with hate in my eyes "i hate you" i grabbed my bag and left the house. I walked to school and just as expected Angela was there, since you don't know who she is I'll tell you a little bit more about her.... she was my best friend since childhood, she knows everything about me, but then high school came and she became the most bitchy person in the school or what would you call it the populars, she makes my days living hell. So now that you know who she is you can guess what happens everyday. I tried to pass unnoticed but that's not possible. " hey look at miss fatty" i looked up. "leave me alone". i said tired of the same shit everyday. "oh she speakes" she laughs sarcasticlly "since when do you stand up for yourself?, when you found out that no one ever will? nice going fat ass! your just a pice of shit and no one will ever love you... you should just die". she said with out even a single glance then turned around laughing. Most people stared others whispering and others mostly laughed, i walked to the bathroom and closed myself in one of the stalls and cried in silence. At a moment like this i would cut but im just to out of it so i decided to skip classes insted.
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Taking another drag from my blunt i looked at the time and regreated it, it was 4:30 that means i need to be home and hear all the shit that goes down in my house. Im surprised they still havnt called the police on us. I put out the blunt and started walking home... if i can even call it that. I look around the neighborhood and saw someone was moving in right next door, GREAT! not really.
As i passed i bumped into something or someone, i look up to see a boy my age. "im so sorry i didnt see you there" he said helping me up, i looked away "its ok" i decided to keep on walking until i felt a hand on my wrist. I looked up again to see him " yes?" i asked as he smiled " yeah umm im Jace and you are?" i gave him a weak smile and whispered "Jennifer" and then i left.
Soooo what did you think of the first chapter? is it any good? i cant promise you that ill update very soon but i can try as long as i know someone is reading it xD soo if you can vote , comment and fan me lol sounds wierd anyways thatd be great just to know that some of you guys like it and want me to keep posting.... i dont think ill be writing to much authors note eathier lol soo i wont bug you as much!! but it would be great for you to give me advice and comment your thought so i can grow as a writer! :3 thanks and love
- jackie!!
