Letters To Him |Photograph|

baby,imcominhome

I gulped, laying on the beach, looking up at the sky as the sunset. there was something so serene about being out here when so many people are leaving and going home. I will actually be here by myself. I laid on my towel, looking up at the sky, my hands behind my head as I gulped hard at the thoughts going through my head.

It's like my thoughts take over when the sun sets. It's like the sun brings me happy thoughts where I can throw myself into the job that I got when I moved here and forget about everything.

Forget about Selena.

Forget about what my family says about her.

Forget about everything bad left behind.

I gulped at my thoughts, wiping my eyes as I realize the sky seemed darker than it did barely two minutes ago. That's the bad thing about this all. When I am laying out here, watching the sky, the sun seems to set faster than without it. I let my eyes flutter closed, my hands behind my head still, picturing what would be happening if I were back with Selena.

We would be laying in the sand on our beach back at where we used to live together. At least close enough together that distance seemed like nothing. I could leave my house and be at hers within minutes.

“Baby...” I mumbled, opening my eyes after a minute, seeing the dark sky above my head, the only light coming from my phone going off in my pocket and the sky above my head. I watched the stars for a second, my eyes barely catching the edge of a shooting star as it zoomed across the sky. I closed my eyes, making a wish on nothing, probably as I gulped.

when can i see you again, baby?

When will i be able to see your beautiful brown eyes and your chocolate brown hair as it falls down your shoulders and you laugh out loud?

i miss all of it again..

I gulped, shaking my head as I found myself gently and quietly singing to myself as if I were going to wake someone up from a peaceful and blissful dream.

But you weren't there to hear it..

I gulped, pushing myself up from the sand, brushing off my jeans and going back to my apartment.

I needed to make sure she was happy. If she wasn't, I had to make her happy.

That's all I needed to do right now.

Baby, i'm comin home.

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(jays pov. bold: jay. titlealltogether: jay no bold: lena. all spaced out: lena c:)