Untold

Threat

i'm tired of everything and in everyone
i am completely different from all of them
i want to contribute but i don't know how
how can i fill a cup of water with a coffee?

i have too much things to say
i have so many ideas
but still i can't express it i don't know how
i can't get it out of my tongue and head

there are times that I can help but
i'm too afraid to open my mouth
i'm afraid that i might commit a mistake
i don't want to hear that degrading words of yours

there are times when i'm trying
but when these words came out my mouth
you will instantly reject or debunk it
i feel like i'm a failure and a mistake

this is not me, this is a product of that attitude of yours
when will i escape in your frightening cage
i'm longing to spread my wings like a soaring eagle
i want to be free and fly high as i reach for the sky

everytime that i will have a chance to soar high
you'll be there to block the sky
you're afraid of me, aren't you?
why are you preventing a larvae from developing into a beautiful butterfly?