Trapped In Another Body

Support?

So I write a letter to my mom. Long story short this letter said, "This is who I am and this is what I want." She gets home and I just get a massive hug, mind you to this point she already knows but she refuses to acknowledge it. After the hug she says that she's going to try to push herself to call me Maddie now, because Lulu wasn't close enough to Matthew for her, and that when we go school shopping for clothes I can shop from the girl's department.

Here we are, about a month and a half later, and literally nothing has changed. I still have to shop for guy's clothes and I'm still known as Matthew. If you want to support me, do it, don't just tell me you will and not change a thing.

I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I'm torn because I'm too passive to speak up and if I don't speak up, nothing will ever change. I need help and the worst part is, I can't get any help from a professional, only friends and only one of them actually helps.

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Sorry that I complain a lot but you are the one still reading this garbage, I'm not telling anyone they have to like me or they have to read my stuff. I already have more followers and views than I ever expected to get so I'm already satisfied with that. I didn't even start this for that reason, I started just for venting and that's what I'm doing.

Also sorry it's been a while but I never know what to write.