12/13/18
when you asked me if you deserved it
i said no.
you cried, because you didn't know i lied
but does it still count?
i said what you wanted to hear,
so do you forgive me?
or was that just another conversation to
try and forget every word?
and pretend like everything was ok
and then we were good for a while,
but I broke.
I broke when you yelled at me
every single time you screamed
in a voice that proved I meant nothing.
that I wasn't worth anything to you.
but it's ok.
I'm used to it now.
so the fact that I broke
proves you right.
i'm a worthless piece of shit.
I hope you're happy
with the mess you've created.
