my mind is dark and blank.
my emotions are dead.
my care is dead.
mom says whenever dad comes back it will be fine.
but i think thats complete bullshit.
heres the cycle,
dad comes back, he lectures mom on how hes hurt and all that jazz, end up in big fight, next they are kissing each other and loving each other. then mom bounces back to another man breaking my dads heart, dad leaves. and so the cycle continues.
i now understand why hes gone.
i understand the pain.
but for one last time i wish his pain is healed.
as for my mom, you need to heal. not that you give a shit. you care about theirry so im not going to make him the bad guy cause you "love" him.
yes, i care and love for you. but when you get mad and upset it makes me pissed off and sad all at the same time.
when i sent you that song, i didnt mean for you to be offended or anything..
i just wanted you to know that someone as perfect as you and dad could heal before its too late.
but i guess i just fuckked up cause your status was
"um ow?"
so i guess i shouldnt give a shit. cause thats done and over with.
