perfectly broken (niall horan)

31-Theres no going back now

*one week later.*

3rd persons pov

“You don’t think its weird how it took us less than 2 weeks to fall for each other?” Its  a week later,they are curled up in Nialls bed,the faint sound of the tv playing there favourite show spongebob filling the room.

Niall looks thoughtful  “I don’t think it matters how long it took.I mean when you know,you know.” He says “I think it just sort of happens.”

“You know there was a time when all i used to think about is leaving this place,leaving everything behind,and i just ,i just don’t feel like it anymore Niall...”And nialls knows what she means even if she doesnt say it out.He remembers the time he witnessed her trying to cut,remembers the desperation in her eyes to leave all this behind.He pulls her onto his lap and kisses her.They kiss slowly for a while,until they have to pull away to catch there breaths.

“I don’t think i want to think anymore.”

“Think about what princess?”

God how much she loved the way Niall called her that.After her dad died,she hated anyone who called her that.But when she heard Niall,she could’nt think of lashing out on him.It felt good.Maybe thats why she was a little more open around him.

“How badly i need to start looking for work,will Nick survive the cancer,whats gonna happen to Maggie,and how your the only thing thats keeping me from falling into this really dark pit of loneliness.It just hurts so much.” She takes a deep breath “Fuck Niall,i wish i knew why i am the way i am.I wish i knew what happened to me,maybe it was loosing my dad,or my mom and brother, or what happened with Luke,but shit.I Dont.Maybe its all of that and it just happened."She was crying and breathing deeply by now,so niall quickly pulled her closed and jist did what he thought would help.He held her.He helled her untill she stopped.Untill she wanted him to hold her.

This was the most she had ever talked about her family.He still dint know what happened.But she never spoke about them,and today she did.Atleast a bit.She was opening up to him and thats all he needed right now. 

"Its okay Naina."

"No.No its not okay."

"Your right.Its not okay." Niall said "But ill be here for you untill it is.Even longer if you'll have me."

She pulled her face away from Niall so she could see him,and get lost in those deep blue eyes.

"Why do you like me?I still dont understand it."

She says barely a whisper.

"Hey!! None of that now." Niall says frowning. "All i want you to know is i'm going to be here as long as you'll have me."

"Ill have you, "she says "Ill have you for a long long time, maybe even forever,or till you want to.And thankyou Niall.For everything."

"I know your not one to talk Naina, but i just want you to know that I'm here.My shoulder is free."

She nodded and cuddled back with Niall.A nice silence taking place between them before they drifted off to sleep.

Neelas pov

"Where the fuck are you?" Ryder screamed into the phone. "Your late for the delivery,get your ass moving and dont forget to get the cash." he said and the line went dead.

The place i had to go to deliver the package was so secluded and scary.It was'nt a place anybody would want to go to.

I should have never agreed to do this.But if i dint he would'nt ever leave me or Niall alone.

I have to do this.If not for me,i have to do this for Niall.

*ring ring*

"Hello?" i answered my phone.

"My guy has been waiting a long time.Where are you?"

"I'll-i'll be there in 10 minutes" i said and he cut the call.

Looks like theres no going back now....

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