Fighting My Demons

IV.

I always let myself down before others can.

I am the issue.

I am the reason I cry at night.

I am the reason, I still love you.

I am the reason for this unbearable pain.

I always blamed you, always just assumed you were the problem.

But I realize now.. it's me. 

I'm the problem, I always have been.

I have always been the unsolvable issue.

And I always will be.. 

All I can do is pray for your happiness. <3