Rant book

Stubborn

School is dumb.
People are dumb
People are arrogant
People are weird (me)
People are rude
But thats society bc we don't know any better. That's what we're taught
From an early age people are taught that your right.
Making them think everyone else is wrong and they have a narrow mindset now.
So when you meet a kid like this.
Be patient
You don't know there life
There gonna be rude
There gonna be arrogant
There gonna be self centered
That's what they were taught or what they developed as a habit over time.
So keep your calm
At least for as long as you can
Than go to someone
That's what I'm doing
This one kid
Is all of the above
He's deleting things of mine "on accident"
Granted they could be on accident
But he has been nothing but rude to me the entire year
Telling me I need to learn my manners
And complaining about not getting what you wanted to do
But it's not a one person sport
It's a team
We all come up with ideas for the thing and maybe create something great.
Bit when you have a kid like this
It prevents that
And me being the kid I am
I don't wanna do anything ab it
Bc I might hurt the kids feelings
Make him hate me
Loose time from what's important
Ect.
So I sit and I deal
With the mental abuse he causes me
With him making me feel infior
And pissed
And not good enough
And a piece of wasted trash
And I have no other way of getting it out there without being made fun of
Bc my anxiety is a real thing
I no longer willingly talk to people out of my friend group
Raise my hand
Participate in class
Go up to the board
I sit in the back and hope that they don't call on me
Bc I know people dislike me
But that doesn't help with this kid
I know o should suck it up and go
But is not as easy as it sounds
Trust me
I'm
Trying
But it's harder than you realize.
Exepecially when your mother is sick
Your not good enough for your dad
Your sister telling you she hates you every day
Knowing your constantly judged by your size
Compared to other people
Ect.
So we suck it up and deal.
Until someone helps us.
Right now I'm
Refusing the help
I don't wanna hurt the kids feelings
So if he does it again I'll go
But for now
He's just
Stubborn