17.Update. :)

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Alexandra's Pov

Im here at Mcdo. Gusto kong kumain bigla ng french fries. Bigla akong nag-crave dun. Ewan ko ba. -___-

After i got my order,lalabas na dapat ako nang may mahagip yung mata ko.

A couple. A sweet couple.

Nagsusubuan sila ng french fries,disgusting eh? Ang lawak nung ngiti nung guy habang nakatingin siya sa babae,halatang inlove siya sa kasama niya.

That smile...

Ganyan yung ngiti ni Raine pag magkasama kami. Yung ngiti na abot mata,ganyan yung ngiti nung lalaki habang nakatingin siya dun sa babae.

Nainis ako bigla,bakit..Bakit sila kayang maging masaya sa buhay pag-ibig nila? Bakit ako,hindi? Life's unfair.

Lumapit ako sa lalaki at hinila ko siya..

I kissed the guy. Halatang nagulat yung guy sa ginawa ko,he stiffen.

After few seconds,binitawan ko yung guy.

"S-sino ka?" gulat na tanong niya sakin.

I just smiled and was about to walk out nang marinig kong nagsalita yung babae.

"Si-sino yun? Akala ko ba ako lang ang ma-mahal mo?" Umiiyak na nagtatakbo yung babae palabas ng Mcdo.

Lalabas na din sana ko nang biglang may humigit sa wrist ko. Shit.

"ANONG PROBLEMA MONG BABAE KA HA? SINO KA BA? HINDI MO BA ALAM NA MAHAL NA MAHAL KO YUNG BABAENG YUN TAPOS--TAPOS. SHIT! ANG SAMA MO! KUNG SINO KA MAN!" Teary-eyed na sabi nung guy na hinalikan ko.

Napatulala ako.

Yung itsura nung lalaki,ganun yung itsura ni Raine nung malaman nya na bet lang lang ang dahilan kung bakit ko sya niligawan. Ugh.

Why do i need to feel  this? Dapat hindi na  ako nag-aalala sa kanya! Ginamit ko lang sya para sa ferrari na matagal ko ng gusto! Para sa kotse! Para sa pustahan lang yun.

But..why do i feel this way?

Ugh! I hate that guy. I hate him.

I immediately went out to that fast food chain and drove my car away.

Im going to my usual place.

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"Hi.."

"Back off.." I replied.

"Oh. Hard to get?" Fck. This one is annoying.

I faced him and rolled my eyes on him. Oo gwapo sya,but the hell i care.

I drink my hard liquor instead of giving a damn in this flirt guy.

"Oh please,dont play hard to get!"

I am not that drunk,im just a lil' bit tipsy.

"Are you deaf?!"

Im shock when he grab my nape and kiss me! I close my eyes but i did not kiss him back..

But the moment i close my eyes..

I saw him..

I saw that gullible guy again..

What the fck is happening to me?

I gather all my force to push this flirty guy away.

"You dont have the right to kiss me anytime you want! GET LOST!"

Im pissed! I feel like.. I feel like..

Parang gusto ko si Raine lang ang hahalik sakin!? Why do i feel this way?! Why? Why? No!

Erase Alexandra! Erase this thoughts! Ugh!

Much better,if i go home and see my baby brother.

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"Hi ate!" I smiled when i heard his little voice.

"Buti naman ate umuwi ka! Mag-isa nanaman ako dito eh.."

Kawawa naman ang kapatid ko,nasan ba ang mga magulang namin? As usual! Busy sa pag-papayaman nila. Nakalimutan na nila na may anak sila! Tss.

"Oo naman,ikaw na nga lang yung reason kung bakit umuuwi si ate eh.."

Magkatabi kaming umupo sa malaking sofa dito sa bahay. Humiga si Yashua sa lap ko,i brushed his hair using my hands.

Ang laki-laki ng bahay namin pero puro maids lang ang laging nandito. Hindi madalas ang nanay at tatay ko dito sa bahay namin. Funny isn't it?

"Ate,you smell like something..Your drunk! Your cheeks is red!" Hinawakan pa niya yung pisngi ko habang nakakunot yung noo nya. Haha. Para talaga syang matanda na kung mag isip.

"You have a problem ate.." He seriously said and look at my eyes.

I smiled at him.."No,ate is alright Yashua.."

"I know you a lot ate,you can't lie to me.."

I frowned and closed my eyes.

"You know what? I like Kuya Raine!"

Im shock of what my brother said pati ba naman sya? Si Raine pa din? Psh.

"Why you like him?" Masungit na tanong ko sa kanya.

"Because he can make you smile like the way i do.." He touch my cheeks,he's so sweet by doing that.

I look at his adorable face,i am so lucky to have a brother like him.

"I know,he can make me smile..But you,you can make ate happy.."

Ngumiti sya dahil sa sinabi ko,tumayo sya sa pagkakahiga niya tapos umupo naman sa lap ko ng paharap at niyakap ako.

Naglalambing nanaman ang kapatid ko.

Napangiti ako at niyakap din sya. :)

Nakatigilid na hiniga nya yung ulo nya sa may bandang dibdib ko.

"Ate,maybe Kuya Raine will make you happy the way i do! Baka nga napapasaya ka na niya but you didn't notice! Ate,i like Kuya Raine! Maybe..he can be your everything,dont you want that?"

"Maybe,he can be the one who will make your heart happy,in a romantic way.." He pointed where my heart is..

Nawala yung ngiti sa labi ko dahil sa sinabi ng kapatid ko..

Maybe he can be your everything..

Maybe he can be your everything..

Maybe,he can be the one who will make your heart happy,in a romantic way..

No. Hindi pwede. He can't be my everything.

Lalong hindi pwede na pasayahin nya ko in a romantic way. No,no way.

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Yesss! After several years nakapagupdate din! Hahaha. Sana may nagbabasa pa neto. Lol. Sinipag ako mag update kasi nakita ko na 1k reads na pala sya.

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