Falling ♡ Changlix

Tears

Changbin turned to Felix the boy had tears running down his cheeks.

"Did you say something?" Felix stared at the older in shock.

"You... I... You didn't hear?"

The older shook his head, no, reaching up to wipe, Felix's tears. Felix pinched his eyes shut. He held Changbin's hands tightly.

"I love you," Felix said, he looked into Changbin's eyes, the older just chuckled.

"What?"

"I heard you the first time I just wanted to hear you say it again"

Felix smacked the older males chest. He felt the tears rush down his cheeks. Changbin wipes Felix's tears with his sleeves.

Changbin pushed the boy so they were laying down. He leans in closer to Felix. Just centimeters apart Changbin could feel Felix's breath against his lips.

Knock knock.

There were two loud knocks at the door. Changbin's eyes widened and he stood up abruptly. He looked around and picked up Felix carrying him to the closet.

"Shh stay quiet" the younger nodded.

KNOCK KNOCK

The knocks we're significantly louder. Changbin slid the closet shut. He walked up to the door and opened it. He was met with his sister staring back at him.

"Can I come in? Or do I have to stand in the hall?"

He left the door open and walked over to the bed. She stepped in the doorway and noticed two bags laid by the bed. She closed the door reaching for the closet.

Before Changbin could stop her she had opened the closet door to reveal Felix. She held her hand out to the boy.

"Get off the floor." Felix took her hand standing up.

She motioned for Felix to sit on the bed next to Changbin. The boys looked terrified as they sat staring at their feet.

"Changbin explain this" she stared at Changbin.

He opened his mouth but no words came out. Felix could see the pain in his face. The older was breaking. Felix knew how he felt because at one point that same fear consumed Felix.

That fear of not being accepted by someone you love. Felix knew all he wanted in that time was love and acceptance.

Felix reached over engulfing the older in a hug. He knew Changbin needed it even if he was scared. He needed to know he wasn't alone.

"I'm sorry" Felix mumbled, Changbin heard his sister stand up and start pacing.

"I get it, I do, I understand hiding from Mom and Dad, but you know I'd accept you regardless. Why did you keep it hidden from me? I've been here for you."

"I'm sorry, I guess I was scared and I was worried you'd tell Mom and Dad, or hate me." Felix let go and Changbin's sister hugged them both.

"I'm here for you, both of you" Felix smiled and held Changbin's hand.

"You won't tell Mom and Dad?"

"No I won't, but don't keep secrets from me." Changbin nodded.

"Now I have to leave before they wonder why both of us left. If they ask you're at Jisung's." Changbin nodded and watched her leave.

He got up locking the door. Felix sat on his feet at the end of the bed. When Changbin got close Felix wrapped his arms around the older.

Changbin pressed his forehead to Felix's. When he pulled away he noticed Felix looked tired.

"Felix put pajamas on" he got up and went to the bathroom to change.

Changbin stared at the zombie-like creature. He didn't even get pajamas, he just walked into the bathroom.

Changbin got pajamas and handed them through the doorway. When the boy didn't take them, he peaked in. Felix had sat on the edge of the tub leaning against the wall.

Changbin shook the boy gently. Felix awoke surprised, blinking his eyes to look at Changbin. But it didn't last long enough for Changbin to get him to change.

He carried Felix to the bed and set him down. Changbin slid the boy's shirt off replacing it with a pajama top. He carefully replaced the boys pants with pajama bottoms.

Changbin moved the boy and went to brush his teeth. He went back to bed. He got in the bed and Felix got out.

Changbin followed him into the bathroom. Felix was slumped across the counter with the toothbrush in his mouth. Changbin hoisted the younger onto the counter brushing his teeth.

"Rinse" he held a water bottle to Felix's lips.

He closed the bottle and leaned the boy down to spit. Changbin cleaned Felix's face with a wet cloth and patted his skin dry.

He determined there was nothing else to do. Changbin carried the boy to bed for the last time. He shut the light off and climbed in bed next to Felix.

The younger cuddled up to Changbin. He smiled holding Felix tightly. He was happy to have Felix back. He kissed Felix's head and quickly drifted to sleep.

Changbin woke up to a panicked Felix and pounding at the door. He sat up and looked around.

"Binnie, what do I do?"

"Go hide in the tub quietly" Changbin opened the door slowly, his sister pushed in.

"Felix get out of there, I brought food."

Felix walked out of the bathroom awkwardly and sat on the couch next to Changbin. His sister set foods on the table motioning for them to pick.

"Mom and Dad said we're leaving Sunday, let's go somewhere, I wanna get to know Felix." Changbin looked up with his mouth full.

"Where do you want to go?" Felix asked curiosity dancing in his eyes.

"Just like, the mall, you guys can bring friends."

"Sounds fun, Binnie can we?" Felix smiled happily looking at Changbin.

The older sighed and looked at Felix. He swallowed and looked back to his sister. He thought for a moment.

"Let's go to the mall then" Felix smiled happily eating his bagel.

She stood up and walked to the door. Changbin stood up and watched.

"Where are you going?"

"I'm gonna gather the boys. Get Felix's friends and meet me at the mall by one."