You...

Knox.

   I met Samantha Knox when I met you. I remember asking her if you two were dating. Her only response (as an edgy 7th grader) was "I'm not interested in ruining my life. I need to go to college before I even think of boys..." her tangent went on for another 20 seconds until you walked back in. I could tell even then that you cared for her like no one else. That love grew too. Even when we were together. You two were always in your own world. It made me feel like I was nothing, but for some reason I was always okay with it. I know where Sami has her mind set, and it's not on you. Yes you are a priority for her; She wants to make sure your happier than she is. But she doesn't love you like that. We all know it. You need her, but Sami has her heart set on moving away for college. Somewhere warmer. She talks about Oklahoma a lot. Knowing Sami she will let her aspirations choose her path, and if you're not a part of that future oh well. Knox and I have gotten closer the last year. After you and me were over, and I started dating him. She became my closest friend in the group. At first it was because I knew that it would make you mad; That I had her and you didn't. But after awhile we became genuine actual friends. I was the only person she invited to her birthday dinner, and she even invited him to all of our group hangouts because she knew it would make me happy. I'm kinda looking out for you too. I know she would make you happy. That's why I told her to take you to prom. I mean it gives me an excuse to go shopping with her...