it's 10 AM:
im sulking now and listening to the depressing tracks of "The Last of Us" while working on biology to make things worse :')like fUCK why am I such a crybaby?
but ehh we might move back to the place we used to live and its killing me bc all my friends I used to have there kinda ended up ignoring me like they didnt want me. Especially my "best" friends.
Im kinda thinking "oh well, I'll just make new ones" and then I come to the conclusion that this will just suck.
yes I miss my childhood town, and there are so many benefits for everyone if we move back
but
theres nothing for me there except memories that sting and crush my heart
but
my fam tells me it's gonna improve my emotional health which makes me feel more guilty cause they seem like they're doing it all for me and I really dont want that
it'll make things better, they say
and
im
here
thinking
hOw??just
why?
"this is so sad alexa play despacito"
- WTB
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RandomLook inside an air vent near you. If you see someone sitting or curled up inside of it then that's me.