Rollercoaster

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Like every relationship theres rough and smooth, usually the rough came in between, it can come from start to middle, or near the end.

With our relationship...i had no idea where we were...Antonio and I were happy if life was only good to us...but if life sucked ass that day....there was going to be arguments.

I loved him and at points hated him. But when he sent me a sappy sad love song, he could always win me over. I wish he saw how much our bad days affect us, i hate fighting with him. I still had bad habits i picked up from my past...i still had major baggage but he still stayed. I could tell he had baggage too but he never showed it.

"Im not in a good place" i text him

The reply i got was the one that id hold on for a while "when are you ever? " i looked at the screen in shock..had he actually said that?

"Thanks.." One word reply should let him know im upset..

A message pops up, its a link. I open the link and its a sappy love song by his favourite old band the Needles. It was actually a romantic song, i could see why he sent it to me. Why can't i stay mad at him?

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