💖 rewriting the story 💖

13. { Come on Jake } Part. 2

{ { Jakes P.O.V } }

I sat on my bed head in hands just crying. I know im going to hurt Colby but fuck it. I got up and trotted to my bathroom deciding if this was the right thing to do. It wasn't but I had to. not to hurt Colby but to fucking escape. I needed to leave. This world wasn't right for me. I grabbed the drawer handle with a shaking hand. I let go of the handle once the drawer was open. I realized the bathroom door was wide open and turned to shut and lock it. One that was done I grabbed my sharpest razor and looked into the dirty as fuck mirror. " This is it jake " I mumbled and looked back down at my arm. I rolled up my black sleeve. My heart screaming not to do I but my mind was pushing me. " To Colby " I said aloud not having the motivation to write anything. " I love you more then you could know. " 1 cut. " I dont want to bring you pain " 1 cut. " But the world has pained me " 1 cut. " The more I think about it the more I realize this is wrong to you. " 1 tear and 1 cut. " I would hate to see you cry but its my time " I chuckled at that line. 1 cut 2 more tears. " With this little speech " 1 cut. " I say goodbye " and with that I cut my wrist deep but fast. My wrist bled out as I slowly slid down the wall. " im sorry " I whispered balling my eyes out. My vision started to blur as a pool of blood formed on the floor. " this is it " I mumbled barley able to even speak. I blinked slowly as if this was a movie. The last thing I hear was the door being broke open and a scream that I couldn't understand. " bye Colby " I whimpered but no one could hear me. My world went black and thats when I knew that my life was over.

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