Feathers || Destiel High School AU

Chapter 7 - jealousy and regret

A/N: I AM SO ANGRY, THIS CHAPTER TOOK ME THREE ATTEMPTS BECAUSE IT KEPT DELETING ON MY PHONE. I AM SO SORRY AND SO ANGRY! AHHHHHHHH anyway enjoy xo

Cas (POV)

When Adam leaves I'm left still sitting in the same spot in shock. My mouth is open slightly so I close it quickly. I gulp and stand up, slowly make my way to lesson. I walk into the lesson breathless, my lips swollen and my hair tasseled. Most people are already in so I sit down quickly not wanting to be noticed but not before I glance over at where Dean and Adam are say flicking paper at each other. I am walking quietly but when I sit down my chair scrapes back and the two boys turn to look at me. I see them from the corner of my eye staring at me and I try my hardest not to blush. I take a quick glance is their direction to notice that Adam is grinning at me. I blush darkly and look down at my hands, not wanting to give him the satisfaction.

"Hello, are you in Adam?" I hear Dean say and look to see him waving a hand in front of his face.

"Erm, what? I mean yeah." Adam stumbles out and grins at his best friend. Were they best friends? I assumed so.

"You kinda, zoned out there for a minute." Dean laughs and I catch him looking at me and smirking. Did he know? I can't imagine that he would. I don't think Adam would tell anyone about whats happened between the two of us because he would believe that it would completely ruin his reputation. Still, he was a pretty good kisser. I wonder how Dean would kiss? Would he be a hot lazy kisser or a sexy passionate kisser? Oh gosh, I needed to stop.

Dean (POV)

Could they make it anymore obvious? Cas was blushing redder then a bloody rose and Adam was so distracted that I could barely get a sentence out of him without him stuttering. When Adam had told our lunch table that he was going to "be right back" I knew that he was going to speak to Cas. Damn, I was the one that dared Cas to go up to him but I never actually thought that Adam would agree to it. It made me angry that he would, why was I angry? I wasn't angry, I should be happy that Adam wasn't really homophobic at all and happy that Cas could be with someone who's nice cause he deserves that. Apparently, according to Zandriel, Cas had been used for sex before by some people in our year but I didn't know who. I didn't dare ask to be honest because zee was the type of person to tell me too mind my own business.

"Yoohoo, Dean?" Adam says now waving a hand in front of my face. "Look who's distracted now."

"Shut up, I'm thinking." I grin and he grins back.

"Wanna come round after school today? Me, Benny, Kevin, Gavin and Dan are all gonna have a few beers and play FIFA." I shrug and nod.

"sure, but I got to drop Sam off home first before I come over." I say.

"Sure man, here's my address." He scribbles an address on a piece of paper and hands it too me. I decide to mess with him.

"Is it okay if I bring Cas? I promise that I would hang out with him after school today." He say looking up at Adam who is avoiding my eye contact and trying not to blush but not succeeding.

"Er, sure whatever." He says shrugging and looking down at his desk

"Do you not like him?" I ask seriously even though I'm having a laughing for inside.

"No no! I mean I do! It's just, I don't know if the other guys do." He says awkwardly.

"They do, Kevin and Benny loved how he was at the party and we can sort Gavin out. Oh and I don't think Dan really cares." I chuckle and he smiles back.

"Yeah okay, bring him." Oh this was going to be good.

Cas (POV)

"I don't understand why I have to come, you could have just gone on your own and we could have gone out another day." I say moodily from the front seat of deans car. We had just finished dropping Sam off and was now on the way to Adams. This was going to be so awkward. "Who's going?"